Disregard
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
it was my birthday 2 days ago
surprise that i am actually going to talk about it?
yep
it sure is surprising since i dun like my birthday
but continue on and realise...
this is not going to be a happy post
first
nastro gang helped me celebrate on a saturday
someone and somebody had to quarrel
someone walked out crying
somebody continued to rant about someone after she left
not a happy start?
it gets better
second
i was in Tekong for trainning when it was my birthday
caught a high fever
whole day was sickly and weak
and to top it off, i was screwed by an instructor
end up getting drip in Tekong Medical Centre
spent the night there and unable to call back home
third
supposingly someone wants to mit me
but continue to MIA from my msges
not to mention tt someone wanted to mit me first
after finally getting to tt someone
tt someone told me cannot make it anymore
fine, its ok
but tt someone continues to MIA even longer
fourth
another person wants to mit me
but elusively avoid the time and location
i dismiss it as tt person dun want to mit me anymore
den tt someone comes along and ask me where is tt place
so i told tt person...
den tt person continue to avoid again
fifth
come home to a quarrel
enuf said
seriously, i said before i dun like my bday
all of u wants to ask me out
fine i wun be a wet blanket
but it either becomes a bad outing
or it becomes a futile outing
nxt year, same time, please just ignore that day
its nothing special
and i hate it enuf alrdy
dun make me hate it more
thanks
The tears dropped on
Saturday, December 06, 2008...
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