wedding
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
i kinda spent alot of time with my parents
was suppose to go out with frens
but cancelled due to various reasons
stayed home on thurs and fri
watching all the animes, dramas and mangas i missed out
saturday
went to yi ping jie's house
its her wedding!
had a tea ceremony at her mother's house
buffet seems sumptous alrite
except for the tasty looking humungous tray of pineapple rice
bleh...
into the night
took taxi with mum and dad to east coast for the wedding dinner
quite a nice place
and we are situated at the VIP seat =D
thou i really prefer the non-VIP ones
i feel like a handicap when they serves us to meticulously...
TOO meticuously
had quite the most pleasant surprise for my year in 2007
i turned and look all over the place
and saw someone i did not expect to see at all
i sms to confirm
no reply
i call to confirm
he picked up
i walked over to confirm...
he went "what the fuck u doing here?!?!?!"
wad the hell
Nelson is there and he is related to the groom
the nephew of michael, as michael had told me
and i'm the bride's cousin
Nelson, is my pri sch classmate for 4 years
we lost contacts until somehow we got each other's MSN
NS we met at PSR and chatted
turns out he is my bunkmate
we became frens again
and now we are relatives over night
lol, how small can the world get?
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Sunday, September 30, 2007...
NS
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
feelings are pretty much neutral
not happy not sad
not worried not anxious
booked in around early afternoon time
collected all the items issued; Daffel Bag, Field Bag... etc
after everything like taking the oath and presentation
we are all being brought back to the bunks
Viper Platoon 4 Section 2
V4201 Alex Easley Ngiam Cai Shan
thats who i am for now
Nelson and Alvin
my pri classmates are both in the same bunk
also being intro to all other bunkmates
damn cool bunch of people
had so much fun together
even thou its only the first day
we were like frens for decades alrdy
sadly thou...
i am unable to join them for the trainning...
most of you reading this should know of my right foot injury
it has taken a toil on me on the very first day
rested and went to the MO the next day
and bam... i am no longer in trainning mode
stucked inside the office and run errands for all the commanders
not really that bad thou
there were alot other OOTs
we call ourselves platoon 5 section 1
and i am V5101 hahaha
life in NS is not really fun
but the people we know
the commanders we respect
made everything lively and full of meaning
2LT Ariffin gave me a name!
lol
for some reason he keeps calling me Kai Shin
and i was made fun by a bugger
i am Alex Ngiam Cai Shan...
and my another full set of name
Easley Ngiam Kai Shin
:P
i love my current NS life
but it wouldn't be long before that life ends
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Friday, September 28, 2007...
Hatred
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
met up with gabby and shirv friday morning
celebration for my enlistment
settled in Gelare Cafe and had some ice cream
gabby treated me to a waffles chocolate ice cream
big mistake thou
coughed even worse than before
pneumonia acting up -.-
but anyway gabby went off first
so left me and shirv walking around suntec city
gotten me a silver chain from some jewelry shop
goodness i have no idea how much it cost
thx to the both of ya =)
until bout 7.30 i walked her to mit her bf
and bye bye it is
after that met up with astro gang at bugis
8 of us in Miss Clarity as a celebration also
the creamy salmon sucks
that fish is not only extremely dry and tough
but also tastelss completely on the inside
and unreasonably costing me $16.80
they set it as "Chef Recommended" some more
i guess they meant to put it as "Chef Recommended not to eat"
their fish cordon bleu is good on the other hand
althou the ham that is sanwiched inside is far too salty for me
took some picture with the gang
and went off soon after the bills
meet leong at the alley bar around 11+?
nice of him to wanna treat me even thou we aren't close
had some mocktails rather than alcohols
cant take any "high-end" drinks with my current condition
chat bout everything under the sun (mainly he talk i listen)
and found leong to be a very nice guy despite his casanova looks
lol
so yea, three celebrations for enlistment in 1 day
quite a relaxing day out except for the constant coughing
next day saturday
was suppose to meet dear and D at sentosa in the morning
but morning had to take care of mum
who is complainning of pains in her stomache
after everything is settled and mum got better
went off to mit the 2 girls at bugis instead of sentosa
settled down at the usual Amirah's
for another NS enlistment celebration
had a very very very nice set meal
damn i love that place lol
the food and the atmosphere there is just so nice...
that i cant stop thinking bout it
2 things i dun like thou is the MTV they play
and that very 1 waitress who dun understand english
the price is very reasonable btw
$25 nett for soup, drinks, main course, appetizer, desserts
gotten so full i had to admit i vomitted
after dinner the 3 of us went to parco to shop abit
found a few shirts in BHG very much to my liking
din buy thou, due to the very low budget i have
and i dun like my birthday so dun remind me thx
after shopping and walking
the trio of us sat at starbucks for some drinks
chat abit and home sweet home
sunday stayed at home whole morning and afternoon
read some books and chat with frens online
night time meet up with ZJ at eastpoint
4th celebration for my enlistment
ate at Eatzi and ordered only fries
since i am full but aiya girl...
she ordered a small chocolate cake for me
thx alot girl, you're a really nice =)
i know that you are having some problem at home
hey ZJ, cheer up yea? big bro is always here
after dinner we went to tamp and walked around TM abit
and as if the eatzi meal is not enuf
ZJ has gotten me an earring from Yellow
today is a real stay home day
was suppose to mit up with fav they all
since fav did mention that he wanna mit me before i enlist
but fav din plan anything and din contact me
so yea
homey day for me
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Hatred as my title states
i have lost track of how many times i have express my hatred
hatred for who?
if u ask this question it only goes to show u dunno me well
he is such a sucker that i feel like my life is sucked out by him
"sorry but i dun think u can make it to university"
"no loh like i will let u move overseas"
"for wad fuck u want to delete my files in ur laptop?!?"
and more of which if i continue typing
i think i will end up throwing my laptop in a fit of anger
for the goodness of the world sakes its my life!!!
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Monday, September 10, 2007...
Fantasy
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
watched finish FRIENDS within the night
now is desperate for the third season DVD
did met up with wendy for a while thou
passed me the 'present' jessie got for me
and i went around to look for somethings at tampines
anyway, today's main post is about final fantasy series
had actually seen a few of these AMV over a year ago
just remembered it when i was browsing through my games
and only posting about 2 series
the AMV of Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children
ok yes, FFVII:AC is a old story alrdy
but hey, it is as good as it really is
hence its worth the reminiscing and rewatch
the 3D graphics are carefully animated
all the facial expressions
all the exact features
all the buildings and rubbles
in fact, all the details are produced near to perfection
probably the only thing which is lacking
in my very own opinion
is the lack of blood spills and convincing wounds
anyway the AMV i am talking about
is fused with Evanesence - Bring Me To Life
this is one which i considered the best AMV done so far
Final Fantasy XIII!!!!
source read that it is gonna release in 2008
but i am not sure which version
there will be three of it
Final Fantasy XIII
Final Fantasy Versus XIII
Final Fantasy Agito XIII
it is actually a whole series not related to each other
but all under the name of FFXIII and the official title is:
Fabula Nova Crystallis Final Fantasy XIII
here it goes~
Final Fantasy XIII
The world of Final Fantasy XIII is based in a government-controlled floating fortress called Cocoon defended by advanced technology and the one who controls that government is run by a man named Oric. Those cast out of Cocoon are placed into the world below, called Pulse, which is plagued by monster attacks. The crystals are said to give men and women the power to change their destinies and shape the world as they dream of. In fact, the crystals were previously used to control the citizens of water to work against their own will. The citizens of water joined with the government, asking for firepower and defensive maneuvers
Characters involve a woman named lightning wielding a weapon that shifts from blade to gun
and a unnamed guy who carries a super rifle
Final Fantasy Versus XIII
The main character's country appears as very advanced and modern, as one example, while their neighbors appear to have remained in an era similar to the European Middle Ages. The main power in the world are the Crystals. All the countries (aside from the protagonist's) have had them at one time, only to lose them in continual warfare. They had pooled their resources into weapons, granting them advanced rifles rather than swords and magic. Now, only the main character's country has a Crystal, triggering debate over its use as it is beneficial to the military. Recently, a peace treaty was discussed. However, marauders with guns invade the city as the main character battles them, disrupting the peace
Characters shown involved is a dark blueish grey haired guy wearing all black
and another guy wearing all white, both seemly to be enemies
Final Fantasy Agito XIII
this is actually FF on mobile phones
there seems to be no trailer for it yet thou
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Thursday, September 06, 2007...
F.R.I.E.N.D.S
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
due to several reasons
one of which obviously is written in my last post
both of them tried to contact me to apologize
din really pick up the phone thou
cos something happened again yesturday morning to evening
which flared me up even more
but had been cheered up yesturday night all the way till morning
watched the top hit american sitcom which i very very much loved
mum just sit with me on my bed and watch
she dun understand the verbal jokes
but she did laughed pretty comically when she see something funny
aww goodness i love my mum >:D
anyway the show which i am saying is as the title states
yep~ its F.R.I.E.N.D.S and i watched the second season yest night
its just such a nice and relaxing show to watch
alone, with loved ones or with family
the jokes are just so natural and full of humanity
while watching how the 6 of them love and care for each other
accepting and understanding each other
laughing and crying with each other
even quarreling and fighting with each other
it just feel so warm hearted
and of course not to forget hilarious
i laughed till my pneumonia acts up and is now coughing badly
the show as most of u know
is about 6 heart dearing friends who can lead their own lifes
but still go out and have fun
drink coffee at a usual cosy cafe
talk about good experiences and jokes in life
over looking imperfection and give genuine attenion
rachel greene the spoiled fun loving hot girl
ross geller the words perfect funnily-boring paleontologist
monica geller the neurotic bossy sister of ross
chandler bing the not-much-women-luck sarcastic joker
pheobe buffay the blur spiritualist veggie no-so-fantastic singer
and joey tribbiani the horny always girl-girl-girl actor
god i love this show
it cheers me up even more than calvin and hobbes
and those who know me well should be aware of my love for C&H
speaking of which... C&H i still lack of one more book
and its the full collection i will have
WOOOOOOT
anyway back to F.R.I.E.N.D.S
once i earn enough money
i am going to get ALL the 10 seasons of F.R.I.E.N.D.S original DVDs
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Thursday, September 06, 2007...
Touchy
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
and i having really sadistic images in my mind
i hate it when people tries to be funny with me
i despise people who dun care about OTHER people's feelings
i hate guessing games - 3 tries and no more
dun ever ever ever EVER get smart with me
and gives me all-knowing attitudes
that applies to everyone
all gender age race religion sexuality nationality whatever
no no i dun despise those who does it unknowingly occassionally
but i want to kill those who are doing it becos they say "its me wad"
they make it worse when they go "dun listen to me talk loh"
or or "your problem"
i will start to imagine u skewered through a pitch fork from the ass
barbequed over a human sized pit with whit hot flames
skins getting crisped all the way screaming and squirming
all your innards picked out by barbed thongs
all the while with u being alive and watch urself getting eaten
only thing u have left is ur eyes to see me eating u
and ur ears to hear me laughing while chewing and crashing ur flesh and bones!
you all out there have no idea how many other images i can imagine
get the hint when i shut up indefinitely!
YES THAT IS ME THAT IS WAD IS ON MY MIND WHEN I GET ANGRY
AND I DUN SHOW MY ANGER THAT EASILY
I AM VERY GOOD AT MASQUERATING MYSELF
NOBODY HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MANY TIMES I ALMOST KILL PEOPLE
SO DUN PISS ME OFF
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there are alot more other people who does such things
being the "all knowing" fuckers/suckers
i have held my anger
only becos they are just not 1/10 of whom i see today
but no one will ever know when i will crack
so all you people reading this
take note and take note of this with ur frens whom i know
i am no longer the alex i used to be
i have my ways of doing things now
not going to start giving way to practically everything
those 2 i screwed today are my so-called "close frens" once
5 years is all i can take
and i am not afraid to break the friendship if they consist of such ppl
no longer afraid of such things anymore
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Tuesday, September 04, 2007...
Angel
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
hadi's bday on 1st sept (saturday)
and nasreen's bday on 3rd sept (today)
quite pleasant to find out the miniature of the world
hadi and D are 'childhood' frens
me and hadi are acquaintance who hit off well
D and i are close frens since year 1
me D and nas are SIT coursemates
while nas and hadi are also 'childhood' frens
:P
bought hadi a simple present
so simple i hardly call it a present
and treated nas a dinner together with D
met up with D for my long awaited hat
and we proceed to cityhall meet up with nas
wished her a happy birthday and i bid farewell
its actually a surprise for hadi planned by D and nas
hadi had only know that nas and frens are celebrating for him
he din know that D will be joinning too
but nas contacted D and there u have it - the surprise girl of the day
sorry i cant make it hadi >:)
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back to my title
damn i have been looking for this song for over 3 months
finally a kind hearted youtuber sent it to me
and its a original album track :)
thanks to sahabatpeterpan
Gareth Gates - Angel On My Shoulder
My life was flashing before my eyes
A second later, I walked to realized
My heart had crashed and burned in shame
You pulled me from the flames
I took your hand and you helped me upon my feet
I confessed but you had forgiven me
There’s courage in the truth you said
Our love will never end
You shield me from danger, you’re my shelter
You are my hiding place
There’s an angel on my shoulder, here tonight
Making sure that I’m alright
When I’m falling fast, you rescue me, you love unconditionally
And when I’m cold and so alone
Back in your arms I feel as home
I pray that you will always be, the guardian angel
Sent for me
nah... haa... hoo...
My dream comes between us every now and then
I make mistakes, get in trouble, time and again
I ain’t proud of who I am
When I’m down you understand
Blinded you can always seem to show the way
You’re the light You’re the reason I’m here today
If you cry, I will cry, So dry your eyes
There’s an angel on my shoulder, here tonight
Making sure that I’m alright
When I’m falling fast, you rescue me, you love unconditionally
And when I’m cold and so alone
Back in your arms I feel as home
I pray that you will always be, the guardian angel
Sent for me
oohh~... hey ohhh...
There’s an angel *on my shoulder, here tonight
Making sure that I’m alright
When I’m falling fast, you rescue me, you love unconditionally
And when I’m cold and so alone
Back in your arms I feel as home
I pray that you will always be the guardian angel... repeat*x2
Sent for me
PS: red part is in the original album MP3, but not in the MTV
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Monday, September 03, 2007...
Felicia
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
met her at woodlands MRT station bout 10.30am
walked around cold storage abit
browse thru and chat abit bout teas
after felicia bought the tea she wanted
we proceeded to her house
reaching around 11AM i guess?
settle down on her laptop and helped thru her blogskin
just small tweaks of HTML and voila! its done
so we ended up watching youtube
gone thru some hilarious videos and animation clips
shortly after Alan came and we played a very interesting toy
felciia's toy from USA some discovery mechandise shop
here it is
felicia if u want just drop me a email or tag
i'll send u the link or email it to u
side note:
my pneumonia is actually acting up
so i sounded sqeaky in the video
anyway
Alan brought from laser flair some VCDs
so we got cosy on the sofa and watched it
i thoroughly enjoyed the show "Notebook"
written by Nicholas Sparks
acted by Rachel McAdams (hot chicks, wedding crasher, family stone)
and Ryan Gosling
who looks abit like Ryan Reynolds (amityville horror, blade 3)
anyway, was just starting on Pursuit of Happyness
some irritant called and said wanna talk to me
"something serious" he claims
so i bid Alan and Felicia farewell
rush home only to find him aslp like a dead log
talked to mum bout it and found it to be NOTHING serious
hence yep, thats all for today
oh, in case micho u are reading
i caught kiki sleeping like this lol~
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