school started
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
monday:
school starts ler but i din really go for lesson, instead i went to set up club crawl booth
tuesday:
club crawl first day, recruited bout 30 ppl, den i was the last to go home
wednesday:
fell sick, go club crawl halfway i go home ler
thursday:
still sick but i still went for lesson den whole day is with leon and cia chatting and forming project group, in a group with cia, ying, leon and gillian
friday:
came sch met up with cia at club room, went for comm skill lesson, teacher very cute nice to joke with. after lesson i accompany cia submit a form to lina chong before seeing her to her grandma hse, den i went back club room to wait for a call... den i went to tamp... before going home slightly later
i reall sick until buay tahan, headache... fever... sore throat... i even LOST my bloody voice totally... haiz...
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Friday, April 21, 2006...
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updates
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
hm... shall start with last monday bah
10th apr mondayreceived a call from dhs in the morning, nid me to go down to sch for a briefing on SEG freshmen orientation thingy, got down to sch and was taught how to play some games, which in turn, we game masters will teach the freshies how to play
11th apr tuesdaythe actual day of the orientation, no gaming today, only registration and some basic orientation stuff so me cia and dhs end up doing some sai kangs while hans take charge of taking photos
12th apr wednesdaytoday finally have some games, me and cia in charge of "fill the cup" i have to refill and carry water here and there non stop for 1k over students, dunno how many buckets of water -.-''' almost died
13th apr thursdaytoday oso no game, go sch juz to sit ard chatting with the rest of the ex cos and OGLs, after tt me dhs and cia decide to go to PS walk walk, cia go ah ma hse change first while me and dhs go back dhs hse, he gotta change, after awhile, cia came to dhs hse and we go dhoby ghaut walk walk... den i wait for them to get on the bus b4 i go some whr else jalan until night time
14th apr fridaygot to cia hse in the morning to plan and discuss bout upcoming astro event with dav, edwin, weihong, cia, dhs, meiyi and ainee, after discussion me cia dhs meiyi an met up with wm at PS den go to the cathay cinema to watch "8 Below" the movie not bad, worth watching
15th apr satturdaymet up with dhs at sim lim tower to buy some stuff for the notice board decoration, den hans came and join us, after getting all the stuff, dhs and hans brought me to a tau huay shop, but i only drink some soya beam drink, nvm eat anything, after the shop dhs bring me and hans to his mum's shop and eat fried rice, but only me eat abit and dhs eat abit oso, hans nv eat, finish dinner we go separate ways, i took bus home, hans wait for his parents to pick him up and dhs took bus to meet cia
16th apr sundaywhole day at home, thought bout alot of stuffs... really alot, think until now 1.20 am... already 17th apr monday liao... decided on some stuff...
sad...
confused...
dishearted...
haiz... MAY not go ler... many factors many reasons... may anger or disappoint some people... but... please understand there are some things i cant say, even if i do say... i will only say some factors... and not the ones that really really matters... all i can say for now is... i am really sorry...
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Monday, April 17, 2006...
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thoughts
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
death, is it really that scary? to live with a smile, to die with no regrets, isn't it all part of life?
when one person die... the most pained is still the ones next to him or her, when i was told i may have dengue/worse case senerio blood cancer, the news came surprisingly calm, no fear struck me at all, but instead the first though that came to my mind was "wad will my frens and family do if something really happen to me? will they cry? will they be happy? will they forget me the next day? or will they remember me for life?"
after everything, i think again and realised... i care more bout my frens den whether will i really die or not...
year 2006 8th april madam ong passed away... still remembered her smile... still remember 4 years ago... the time we went to china... the time she, juniper and me trying to teach ka cai how to be a man... haha... oso remember the time she tried to celebrate my bday at china together with hers and other's bday... but i kinda reject... held a rather black face on tt day... thinking back... i really regret doing tt on tt day...
madam ong... rest in peace...
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Monday, April 10, 2006...
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today
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
hm... in the morning went to dhs hse to play maple and escape from some stuff, he gotten so ki siao and excited bout the fact tt he can use my laptop and kope other ppl's wireles network and play maple -.-''' anyway, after we play for awhile cia came, slack abit, try and help dhs put on contact lense which is a total failure
bout 4+ liddat the 3 of us went to mit an and meiyi, for kbox, sing until i almost die >.< anyway... was fun, and sooo happy meiyi said "alex, both eight below and da vinci code i will accompany u to watch" WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHEEEEEEE >.<
after dinner at amk, the five of us went seperate ways, dhs and cia took bus back to yishun, meiyi and an took train back to yishun, while me took mrt to tamp and is now at bee's hse, slacking and chatting
The tears dropped on
Friday, April 07, 2006...
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mroe surveys
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
now is in the middle of the night, back from thomson prata shop with an cia dhs and meiyi, prata was... the... best~ waha anyway, browsing thru friendster, saw this survey.... usual bored me doing again
01. Your name -- Alex ngiam aka victor aka panda aka burgerboi
02. Hobbies -- hanging out with frens, listening to music and etc
03. Gender -- male
04. School / work -- school
05. Height -- 1.7 liddat ba
06. Horoscope -- saggitarius
08. Address -- simei
09. Email -- alex.ncs@gmail.com
10. Hair colour -- golden strikes
11. Eye colour -- black
12. Skin colour -- beige
13. Right or left handed -- right
14. Status -- single
15. Siblings -- one older bro
16. Last 5 digit of your mobile no -- 20450
17. When's your Birthday -- 4-12-1987
[[ have u.. ]]
21. Tried smoking -- haha yea
22. Drink alcohol -- yesh
23. Been hurt emotionally -- yup
24. Kept a secret from anyone -- yar
25. Been on stage -- yep
[[ favorites ]]
26. Color -- black, gray, DARK brown
27. Food -- none
29. Number -- 3 7 and 11
30. Cartoons -- jap anime
32. Song -- lin jun jie - jiang nan
33. Movie -- forrest gump
34. Subject -- day dreaming
[[ ryt now.. ]]
36. Wearing -- t shirt and boxer
37. Hairstyle -- wind blowing at my hair now
38. Looking at -- the screen doing this survey lah, dumb qns
39. Thinking of -- lasagne
40. Listening to -- instrumental music
[[ do u believe in.. ]]
41. Love -- yes... i think
42. Faith -- wel i believe tt faith is in our ow hands
43. Yourself -- yes and no
44. Ghosts -- no
45. Angels -- no
[[ in the last 24 hours.. ]]
46. Worn jeans -- yyep
47. Cleaned your room -- yar
48. Cried -- no lah
49. Met someone new -- yup, hans fren eugene
50. Last person I talk to on the phone -- dhs i think
[[ Love lyf ]]
51. Do you believe in love -- yesh
52. Have a secret admirer -- dun think so
53. Do you wanna get married -- yar
55. How old you wanna be when you get married -- bout 20++ close to 30 ba
56. How old you wanna be when you have your kid -- 1 or 2 yrs after matrimony
57. How many kids do you want -- 1 min 2 max
58. Would you have kids before marriage -- nah...
59. Do you have a Crush -- nope
60. What do you want most in a relationship -- trust
61. Pink or Black -- black
62. Kiss or hug -- hug
63. Summer or winter -- winter
64. Sunny or rainy -- rainy
65. Chocolate or vanilla -- chocolate
66. Hanging out or chillin -- hang out
67. Music or TV -- music
68. Hamburger or Pizza -- burger AND pizza
69. Smile or Laughing -- laughing
70. Sleeping or eating -- zzzz =)
71. Mc Donald's or KFC -- chicky~
72. Silver or gold -- silver
73. Sunset or sunrise -- set
74. On phone or in person -- person
75. Diamonds or Pearls -- neither
76. Adidas or puma -- anything will do
77. Band members or models -- band ba
78. Local or international Artist-- duh, local not much talent if u ask me
79. Sneakers or boots -- sneaks
80. Jack daniels or Chivas Regal -- JACK
81. Dunhill or Malboro -- malboro ba...
82. Clubbing or live music -- depends on mood
83. Johnny depp or Brad Pitt -- neither
84. Angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson -- hehe... angel
85. Colosal/epic or romantic comedy -- roman com
86. Sexy/naughty or kind/plain -- plainly kind =)
87. BMW or ferarri -- bmw~
88. Incubus or maroon 5 -- maroon
90. Long haired or bald -- short
91. Pop or rock -- pop
92. Beach or mountain -- china mountain australia sea
95. Nokia or ericsson -- no specific preference
96. 311 or hoobastank -- hoobastank
97. Asia or America -- asia
98. tattoo or piercing -- tattoo... small one
100.asking/answering -- i prefer to shut up
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Thursday, April 06, 2006...
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ok i am bored i did more surveys so sue me
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
rate from 0 - 10 for each fear
1)[0] -The dark
2)[0] -Staying single
3)[0] -Getting married
4)[0] -Being a parent
5)[0] -Giving birth ----dortzzz...
6)[0] -Being myself in front of others
7)[0] -Open spaces
8)[0] -Closed spaces
9)[0] -Heights
10)[0] -Cats (my bet is meiyi will put 10 for this)
11)[0] -Dogs
12)[0] -Birds
13)[0] -Spiders and/or other insects
14)[0] -Driving or being in cars
15)[0] -Flying
16)[0] -Being put to sleep
17)[0] -Flowers or other plants
18)[5] -Being touched ( depends... friends will be 0... i'll put 10 if u mean gay )
19)[0] -Fire
20)[0] -Water
21)[0] -The ocean
22)[0] -Pools
23)[3] -Failure (well.. not really fear... i take things in my stride)
24)[0] -Success
25)[0] -Germs
26)[0] -Thunder / Lightnings
27)[0] -Frogs / Toads
28)[0] -Mice / Rats
29)[0] -Jumping from high places
30)[0] -Snow
31)[0] -Rain
32)[0] -Wind
33)[0] -Cemeteries.
34)[0] -Clowns
35)[0] -Large crowds
36)[0] -Demons or evil
37)[0] -Crossing bridges - the hanging ones
38)[0] -Death (it comes eventually, no pt fearing)
39)[0] -Hell
40)[0] -Heaven
41)[7] -Being robbed (i'm poor enuf without being robbed)
42)[8] -Being sexually assulted
43)[0] -Men (if ur gay i'll put 0, if ur a gay hitting on me i'll put 10)
44)[0] -Women
45)[0] -Having great responsibility
46)[0] -Doctors, including dentists
47)[0] -Tornadoes
48)[0] -Hurricanes
49)[0] -Being punished
50)[6] -Diseases, including cancer and STD's
51)[0] -Snakes
52)[0] -Sharks
53)[0] -Dinosaurs (i'd love to meet one)
54)[0] -Friday the 13th (not a superstitious fella)
55)[0] -Poverty
56)[0] -Ghosts
57)[0] -Halloween
58)[10] -School (10.. for my sec sch times, 0 for poly... except projects)
59)[0] -Trains or railroads
60)[0] -Being alone
61)[100000000000000000000000000] -Losing my friends
62)[0] -Being blind
63)[0] -Being deaf
64)[0] -Growing up
65)[0] -Being murdered in my sleep
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006...
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some tests and survey
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
hm... yest and today whole day slacked at home, no where to go, nth to do -.-''' singapore is boring...
so i did some tests and surveys, some are from friendster, some are forward emails, and some juz come out of no where in my brain =X
How many GOOD friends do you have? -
alot, mostly from poly
Can you name them? -
no
Describe each of them with one word -
=.='''
Where did you meet each of them? -
...
Using one small sentence, say something you really wanna say to them -
...
How many GREAT friends do you have? -
3
Can you name them? -
Dina, Leon, Liting
Describe each of them with one word -
Dina: relaxing
Leon: carefree
Liting: pure
Where did you meet each of them? -
all in NYP IT0401
Using one small sentence, say something you really wanna say to them -
Dina: thanks for being there
Leon: u're my idol... so carefree =)
Liting: missed the times we were out together
How many BEST cant-do-without friends do you have? -
7
Can you name them? -
ah cia, an, dhs, hans, meiyi, wm, yh
Describe each of them with one word -
cia: attentive
an: quiet
dhs: observant
hans: knowledgeable
meiyi: motherly
wm: cool
yh: caring
Where did you meet each of them? -
cia: in IT0401
an: desaru trip
dhs: desaru trip
hans: desaru trip
meiyi: club crawl
wm: nastro orientation
yh: desaru trip
Using one small sentence, say something you really wanna say to them -
cia: you're my best friend... stay happy as always
an: jie, love ya
dhs: thx for being special =)
hans: buddy, close frens are juz like u and me
meiyi: take care of urself, or i'll be worrying
wm: keeping to urself isnt good, i'll be there for u
yh: you're there and it matters alot
Qns 1: From this list of animals, put in order from ur favourite to least favourite
Tiger, Pig, Horse, Cow, SheepMy Ans: Horse, Sheep, Tiger, Cow, Pig
This test signifies your priorities in life
Tiger: Pride
Pig: Money
Horse: Family
Cow: Career
Sheep: Love
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Qns 2: For each of the below, give one word to describe it
Dog - Loyal (yea, dogs are loyal rite?)
Cat - Gentle (well.. they may not seem gentle to meiyi, but they are to me)
Rat - Dirty (nid me say more?)
coffee - refreshing
Sea - Free
This test signifies how i see things
Dog -> how i see myself
Cat -> how i want my lover to be
Rat -> how i see my enemies
Coffee -> how i see sex
Sea -> how i see my life
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Qns 3: name one person for each color below, note that person must be someone u know and is important to you
Yellow - Meiyi
Orange - Hans
Red - Mother
White - Dhs
Green - Cia
this test shows how you see each person you named
Yellow - Will never forget
Orange - True Friend
Red - Love
White - Your twin soul
Green - Will remember for life
1. How tall are you barefoot?
170
2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
nah
3. Do you own a gun?
no -.-'''
4. Rehab?
duh... no
5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"?
wel if u are toking bout the movie no, if u are toking bout my gerfren parents? no too, cos i dun have a gerfren to begin with
6. What do you think of hot dogs?
with cheese wud be nicer =X
7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
eh... mariah carey all i want for christmas is u... ba
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
ice milo
9. Do you do push-ups?
sometimes
10. Have you ever done ecstacy?
nah, not my type
12. Do you like painkillers?
i am allergic to them >.<
13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
eh?
14. Do you own a knife?
yesh, penknife
15. Do you have A.D.D.
wad the fuck lai de?
....where's 16?!
my 16 is gone 3 yrs ago, i am 19 now
17. Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
bored bored bored
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought.
dvds, alcohol, books
19. Name five drinks you regularly drink:
water, 100 plus, justea, pokka tea, choco drinks
20. What time did you wake up today?
5.30, but back to slp again in like 3 mins and woke up again at bout 8
21. Current hair?
golden strikes
23. Current hate
boredom!!!
24. Favorite places to be?
somewhere with my frens lah...
25. Least favorite place to be?
well.. anywhr boring
26. Where would you like to go?
OUT TO PLAY... but singapore... no more places to go and play...
27. Do you own slippers?
nope
28. Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
dead
29. Do you burn or tan?
tan
30. Last thing you ate?
erm... forgot, bout 2 days nv eat ler
31. Would you be a pirate?
for? wad u think i wanna be in pirates of the carribean?
32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
yest night
33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
i dun sing in the shower -.-'''
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night when you were a child?
HEH!!! my brother
35. What's in your pockets right now?
air?
36. Last thing that made you laugh?
the dvd i watched yest bah
37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
how the hell u expect me to remember tt????
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
my right eye, almost went blind cos of tt
40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
3
42. Who is your most silent friends?
AINEE... and weiming
43. Does someone have a crush on you?
eh... dun think so
44. Do you wish on stars?
no
45. What is your favorite book?
comics, dan brown, geographics
46. What is your favorite candy?
nv realy like sweets and candies
47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
hm... any tt can set the romantic mood bah
48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
s club - say goodbye
49. What were you doing 12AM last night?
watching dvd and gulping my mudshake
50. Do you love the pain a tattoo brings?
duno
if you have done this things in the year 2006.. put an "x"
[ ] broken a promise
[x] made a new friend
[ ] fell in love
[ ] fell out of love
[ ] done something you swore never to do
[x] lied
[ ] stole
[ ] went behind your parents back
[ ] cried over a broken heart
[ ] disappointed someone close
[x] hidden a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] got arrested
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] gotten in a fight
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[ ] forgot your new years resolution
[ ] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[ ] pretended to be sick
[x] left the country
[x] almost died
[x] drank myself retarded
[ ] lost someone close to you
[x] been to the hospital
[x] gotten closer to someone
[ ] streaked
[ ] cried over someone
[ ] broken up with a gf or bf
[ ] given up something important to you
[ ] talked on the phone all night
[x] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] made a total fool of myself
[ ] met great people
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Saturday, April 01, 2006...
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