Susanne
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
20th December 2008
Saturday
Event: Susanne Jie & Robert's Holy Matrimony
it was a beautiful (and obviously expensive) wedding reception
set at the Sheraton Hotel waterfall area
settings was laid out in a simple, classy, yet cosy way
a path was set for Susanne jie to walk through with Uncle Terence
from the hotel, pass the guest, over the small bridge, to the hut
the weather seems to be in a very good mood
its around 4PM in the afternoon which normally is scorching hot
well...maybe for this time of the year, 4PM would normally be rainning
but that day was neither scorching nor rainning
it was slightly cloudy and cool breezy
under the hut, all of her and Robert's closest people gathered around
giving Susanne jie and Robert our sincerest blessing
as they sign the paper, exchanged wedding rings and kissed
all of us were clapping, lots were in tears of joy
Susanne jie sobbed uncontrollably with her loving grandma
...
a lot of time when they say that the atmosphere was loving
i always thought they meant that the environment are romantic only
but i was very wrong
everyone's attention was on Susanne jie and Robert
clapping, smiling, blessing them truthfully
a sense of loving nostalgia well up inside me
"i am hardly going to see Susanne jie again..."
she is moving away and hardly ever coming back
memories of how we grew up together flashes through
how i used to go over to her house and play with her
sitting with her in Ah Yi & Uncle's room watching TV
i "fashion up" her hair while she is on the phone
using study as an excuse to go her house for her companionship
getting her to tuition me some subjects in primary school
also remembering all the snacks and goodies she gave me
bothering her all the times with my childish nonsense
and many many more memories which can never be replaced
i dare say she is the best cousin i have
i am going to miss her a lot a lot...
looking at the smile on her face that day
=) i am never ever going to forget that smile
take care Susanne jie!
Alex didi is loving/missing/blessing you!
and also wishing you all the happiness in the world!
please always be happy and smiling
for in my mind you are forever the bubbly cheerful jie of mine
The tears dropped on
Sunday, December 28, 2008...
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Parts
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
been about 2-3 weeks since i last updated
quite a few event happened in between
thou sadly no picture is taken
before i continue on what happened
will have to say first that this post split into 2
first part is about the events
second part is a message to a ignorant fella
first up
thank you Kingsley for the treat to Ding Tai Feng =)
had actually kept in contact with him for a while
finally decided to mit up as he wants to treat me
sadly my appetite was damn poor
i wasn't feeling well
had landed in hospital a few fair times
viral infection from outfield trainning
not so sure is it the unclean food or the bug bites
...
probably both! :P
anyway, thanks again King!
next thing tt happened was going out with Dina
original plan was to mit Fil and get the Aviva paper
after signing it i will solo shopping for outfield stuff
end up receiving a call from Di
met her for dinner at Kampong Glam & shopping at Bugis area
after having our fill of Roti Kirai & Mee Soto
we walked to Army Market to get my stuff
it was a pretty short day
we went home directly after i got my thingies
and i still owe Di $50 =X
shortly the week after was Storemando's outing
reached Orchard first and met up with Zhihan at Organic Cafe
sat around chat abit and waited for the others to come
finally most of us reached and we entered Sakura for lunch...
woohoooooooo~
ok i didn't eat much as usual, but i find it worth my money
but anyway it was a fun morning out with the "brotherhood"
Chu Hua got a free meal thanks to me! lol!!!
i did not stick till the end thou
rushed off to mit my cousin, Swee Leong at Dhoby Ghuat
which btw wasn't where i had planned to mit
he is the older cousin so i listened
end up to be a freaking wrong choice
i said mit Newton MRT and he damn funny
called me up and asked a ridiculous question
"Newton? Singapore got such MRT station ah?"
-.-!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
nvm tt...so we meet at Dhoby Ghaut MRT...
end up he mistook the event to be at ROM center...
its not~!~!~!~!~!~!
wad really is gg on is my other cousin, Susanne jie is getting married
her place of solemnization/wedding dinner is at Sheraton Hotel!
-.-!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i make Swee Leong pay for the cab fare, lol~
for this part of the post, i will post another one
entirely dedicated to Susanne jie
nxt day was gathering with Nastro Gang
x'mas advance gathering!
met up with WM first at Potong Pasir Station
along came AN, Cia and Hans
we proceed to Hans' hse first
settle down and watched some movies
bit by bit the rest of the gang came
sat down had our meal while waiting for Jean, the last person
finally she came and we exchanged our presents
i got Jean's massager and DHS got my Stars & Planet book
cosy cosy together watched movies and finally i got to move
had to go off seeing that i have camp trainning the next day
x'mas eve and the day itself i was sick
original plans was cancelled
other frens are busy or sick too
hence its stay home day
den comes the Friday that juz passed
after camp, i rushed down to Dhoby Ghaut to mit Akira
he is playing Left 4 Dead in the Lan shop
i am no Lan gamer, hence i juz watched
it look really fun!
and its definitely a game tt requires lots of fren's teamwork
linger around for only about an hour or so
den i went off to buy some stuff and home sweet home~
today was pretty fun too
went out with the long time no see Ah Tan and Leon
caught up with each other's life greatly
watched a movie; Bedtime Story (very nice! thou its predictable)
walked around Vivo City
had dinner together at Carl's Jr
and we missed each other a lot!!!
well, thats all for the events, below is a rather...
straight-forward message i guess
no offense there, but i'm only voicing out
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i have said this in ur face before
i hardly think u will read
but i will still post it here for my frens to read
u think u are very big
u think u know alot
but seriously
u are very very VERY childish
please dun come up to me and say "never chiong sua not a man"
yea i admit u are very fit and very hunky
but ur comments makes me want to LAUGH IN UR FACE
"clerks are all very nua lah! they do nothing at all!"
"storemans cannot make it even more than clerks"
"army turn a boy into a man...but only for ppl like me"
...
tell u something
i had been a technician before
i had been a storeman before
i had been a clerk before
i had chiong (even if its only a while) in outfield before
and i can safely tell everyone out there
"being a man" have very little to do with what we go thru
its our mentality that matters
and u, Mr Jason Lim, i dun know u very well
but i know that u are VERY CHILDISH
u tell me all ur great plans for ur future
u gave me an analysis about how u can get girls easily
u shared with me ur "manly" experience in army
oh which goes like this
"i broke my left wrist, right elbow, fractured my hip
but i continued to chiong and i was running a fever"
u sound suicidal to me, go see a psychiatrist
its very late into the night alrdy
i am lazy to continue to rant
but frens out there who is reading
please do tag my on board wad u think "makes a man"
i would to print screen for future reference
juz in case i mit someone like tt fella again
The tears dropped on
Saturday, December 27, 2008...
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Disregard
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
it was my birthday 2 days ago
surprise that i am actually going to talk about it?
yep
it sure is surprising since i dun like my birthday
but continue on and realise...
this is not going to be a happy post
first
nastro gang helped me celebrate on a saturday
someone and somebody had to quarrel
someone walked out crying
somebody continued to rant about someone after she left
not a happy start?
it gets better
second
i was in Tekong for trainning when it was my birthday
caught a high fever
whole day was sickly and weak
and to top it off, i was screwed by an instructor
end up getting drip in Tekong Medical Centre
spent the night there and unable to call back home
third
supposingly someone wants to mit me
but continue to MIA from my msges
not to mention tt someone wanted to mit me first
after finally getting to tt someone
tt someone told me cannot make it anymore
fine, its ok
but tt someone continues to MIA even longer
fourth
another person wants to mit me
but elusively avoid the time and location
i dismiss it as tt person dun want to mit me anymore
den tt someone comes along and ask me where is tt place
so i told tt person...
den tt person continue to avoid again
fifth
come home to a quarrel
enuf said
seriously, i said before i dun like my bday
all of u wants to ask me out
fine i wun be a wet blanket
but it either becomes a bad outing
or it becomes a futile outing
nxt year, same time, please just ignore that day
its nothing special
and i hate it enuf alrdy
dun make me hate it more
thanks
The tears dropped on
Saturday, December 06, 2008...
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