boring term break
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
this term break have been so boring... i did all sorts of boring stuff that i hardly do in the past.. like doing quizzes this these:
Your Deadly Sins |
Sloth: 60% |
Greed: 20% |
Pride: 20% |
Envy: 0% |
Gluttony: 0% |
Lust: 0% |
Wrath: 0% |
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14% |
You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice. |
duh.. ok quite true... i am VERY lazy, quite greedy and hold a strong pride
You are sad because you are suppressed
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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suppressed? yup... but u guys wun noe wad i am suppressing unless u are close to me...
You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.
Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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full of honour.. value respect... hm... maybe juz a little bit, i find the part whr by i dun mourn true... the the impulsive part? i find tt very false, i am quite an impulsive guy
~*~Result nr 10~*~
Your power is: Time Control
Explanation: You have the ability to
freeze, push forward or go back in time. In
good purposes it is used to prevent bad deeds,
and the opposite for evil purposes.
As a person your emotional level has been on
hold. For one reason or another emotions has
reduced and now you aren't so full of life. And
of course, this does not sadden you since you
could care less. Sometimes though you can be
hit by emotioal waves inside but you block it
all out. You don't search for something that
could make you happy since you have no hope in
that area any longer. People probably see you
as annoying because you're not involved and
just stand there. You probably don't have that
many friends either, and you feel like you are
with them because that's what you normally do.
You stick to your habits and don't appreciate
changes.
Negative aspects: One day all emotions
are gonna surface again, and that day will be
very painful. Instead it is more wise to start
up the emotional level bit by bit, so it won't
come as a big chock.
What Power is Compatible With You?
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yea.. almost the same as "suppressed"
Your soul is caring.
Other people are your concern, even if you
don't know them. If you see a person trip you
worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones
first and you're very mature. When someones
sick you're nurturing and always try to help
family and friends when failure strikes them.
You can be called the motherly one, if you are
in a group of people, which doesn't have to be
bad. Love is something that's already in you
and you have a lot to give whether you believe
it or not. Your friends probably love you very
much and come to when they need help since
you're reliable. People can feel secure with
you and generally like you.
How is your soul?(pics)
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okkkk.... i worry bout MY frens and family, but the first part of "concern even if i dunno them" is abit out... i am not that much of a saint =X
Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?
What is your connection with darkness? (pics)
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uh... ya... hm... nah i'm not hiding, this quiz aint accurate XD
Your wise quote is: "The best
antiques are old friends" by Unknown...
Your buds is the source of your happiness
(maybe not all but still). Even if it's just
one, a couple or a whole group they are the
ones you can't wait to see. It does not matter
if you're shy with everyone else or not, with
them you let your true spirit shine and can be
as loud as you want. They accept you, and you
love them for that.
What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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yea ok this is the last one, i have done too many liao... and btw, i find this rather true =D
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Sunday, July 31, 2005...
Sianz
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
peng damn bloody sian, today stayed at home all day long, cannot go out... or rather, no one accompany me... tml is also going to be the same, yunhui gotta work tml, meiyi dun wanna go out, ainee and cia confirm dun want go out, hs, hans, dav they all got common test up coming, dun wanna disturb them, liting and leon no nid ask oso confirm dun want go out hai... bored.. anyway i finished my typing for the desaru trip lah... wanted to post it together will all the other major events, but i ended up too lazy, so i post a short one only, and den life carry on XD, now READ ok? i have wrote nth offensive inside
alot of things had happened in the last 5 months, both good and bad, i cant list out all the details so i'll juz blog out wad is more recent or had a deeper impression that i cant forget, and the first thing that came into my mind was "NASTRO" which stands for Nanyang Astronomy club, i wasnt originally a member, but i went for the trip to desaru which they organized, it was fun fun and fun, i was thick skinned at first, trying to blend into the group (not including fad and dina since i was already "blended" with them) but they din push me away like our school group did to bulky, they infact welcomed me and shortly i was "one of them"
FIRST DAY
was suppose to halt a cab and goes to bedok to pick up dina, but dina says tt going by my hse area will be faster so it turns out the other way round, dina halt a cab at bedok and comes to simei to pick me up, i was so excited and kan chiong at the same time that i kept calling dina and ask her to come quickly. we reached school slightly earlier den the bus and i felt rather stupid being so paranoid about dina picking me up "late" when she was actually early >.< and at sch we met fad.. wait.. or did he met us? hm... i forgot din really remember that clearly.
after some refreashments and waiting for the rest of our frens to come (namely ah cia and AiNi) the bus finally came and all the nastro members together with us got on the bus and set off from school.
as i was very new, not noeing anyone else apart from fad dina ah cia and aini, i kept rather quiet thru out the bus trip, listening to the jokes other nastro members made, while enjoying the soft music from my mp3 player. after crossing the checkpoint and reaching this... er... hm... area which i dunno wad it is called, we brought some tidbits and drinks from that area and goes on the bus trip again, i felt deeply in pain during the trip as most of u noes that i have quite a serious carsickness, half heartly regret going to that trip. but my opinon changes completely at the end of everything and had thot that even if i vomit till i die, it will be worth it.
reaching the golden beach resort hotel, i rush down the bus and took a few deep breath, clamed down and went for the sumptous buffet lunch they provided for us, it was quite nice, the fish was very fresh as far as i can remember, and the chicken was tender moist and juicy. however an emptiness creeps over me when i saw the rest of the nastro member talking and joking with fad and dina, a thot like "why am i here? i dunno those people, i am not VERY interested in stars, i am in a very wrong place!" went over my mind, but i saw ahcia and aini keeping quiet oso, so i started chatting and chatting with them, mood got better and after the lunch all of us went to get our keys to the hotel room, me fad and dina share one room while aini and ahcia shares another, the hotel room was very much like the hotel in Guang Zhou China, 3 beds one TV and a faulty bathroom XD.
after we put down our bags, we went for a lecture by Mr. Au, the lec room was quite spacious and had water provided for us (juz pure water, not coke or anything), it was during this lecture that fad and dina introduced HanSheng and Hansen to me cia and aini.
Hansen was a very knowlegable person in computer, his first impression to me was very rich, and some what very fadzuli-like, packed with a powerful camera and laptop, he is also an indonesian, very easy going thou i had tot that he will be hard to tok to at first, seeing that he always handles his camera with such a serious professional look.
HanSheng was dye hair in a bright gold, not totally gold, abit of black outgrown in the middle already and there is one big patch of black undyed hair at the back of his head, dyed in a very stylist manner. he is a very cartoon guy, humorous and easy going.
both Hansen and HanSheng's name are pronounce the same thou spelling diff, so to prevent confusion, me and cia had "invented" a convenient name for them, calling Hansen "no hair-dye hansen" and HanSheng "got hair-dye HanSheng" XD otherwise hs for hansheng and hans for hansen
NOTE: even thou i had said that i was introduced to both of them in the lec, it wasnt the first time i met them there, the first time i saw HanSheng was in front of LTN-3 on morning we set off to desaru while Hansen i had met him inside LTN-3 during the trip briefing 1-2 days before the actually desaru trip.
back to the lec.. hm... the lecture was... hm.. interesting topic of Einstein, however a very tired me ran off halfway thru to sleep. after sleeping for bout 2 hrs, i woke up and went to the eating area to have dinner with the rest, this time i was introduced to joanne, siqi and belle.
joanne is in the senior batch of nastro committee, very fun loving and have a very cheerful smile, budden ar... one wrong word infront of her i'll most prob end up with bruises all over >.<
Siqi and belle... hehe i dun get to interact with them alot, juz abit here and there so i cant comment much except that siqi is cute and belle is chio? XD
hm... later on detail i cant remember except that me, ah cia and ainee hang out with hs and hans alot, chat alot lah, played some card games with fad and dina, den at night ah cia, ainee, and me went over to hs and hans room, watched wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai (guess X 3) cracked alot of jokes, after the show we proceed to the star gazing area, learnt alot of stars and constellations from Ming Hui, budden at that area... i seemed to be a delicacy to the six legged, flying, buzzing, blood suckers >.< DAMN IRRITATING!!! but... ok lah, i manage to find myself a insect repellent, and most of the suckers left me alone, only a few smart ones manage to fly into my sandals for a fulfilling supper =X
Ming Hui is... hm... HAHA u can say handsome lah, joanne kept on ranting about how handsome he is, so did ah cia and other girls, he is a super senior, graduated already, a easy going fella, juz like hs, he is also known as SM (Senior Minister)
after star gazing, we all went back to the rooms and prepare to slp.. but.. DUH!!! fad and dina went back to the room first and fall aslp, i banged the door, ringed the door bell, tried calling their room from ah cia's room... THEY WUN WAKE UP!!!!!!! sheesh... i no choice, had to slp in the same room as ah cia and ainee, lucky meiyi were sick at that time and din come, so ah cia had an extra bed, otherwise i'll most probably be slping in the corridor (>,...,<)
SECOND DAY
wah... i woke up in a very "sexy" position, my right leg crossed over my left leg, my right hand supporting my head and my left hand on my waist >.< i not being crazy or anything! i have reason! my right leg was getting numb so i crossed it over, my waist was hurting so i put my hand there, and my neck was getting sore from the over flufy pillow! ah cia woke up and see me in that position, she told me she got stunned... lucky i woke up b4 aini and ahcia's camera got no batt, otherwise... geez i cant imagine...
second day was the best day... i jumped into the sea, threw ppl into the sea, rode power boat, played games, interact and others, after i am done jumping into the sea with everyone, i wanted to go back to the room and bath.. but.. dina and fad went MIA >.< i am stucked outside the room again, i was tolded that they went archery, but i cant find the archery area, needless to say, i cant find them, so i had to wait and wait... until hs that golden monkey climbed from his balcony to my balcony and opened the door from the inside, phew, damn happy XD
it was on the beach that i got to noe yunhui, kheng yaw, siew keng, yit chun, felix, hilary and yu cheng... wah say out one by one i will die... but nvm...
Yunhui is a nursing student, very good at ball games and she fear the sea like hell, she was the last to be thrown into the sea if i nv remember wrongly, and she is also the one that screamed the loudest XD at first i heard from conversation that "yunhui is a nurse" but my very blur brain hear as "minghui is a nurse" XD so i had assumed that we have 2 nurses, it is only until we get back singapore that i realize minghui isnt a nurse, he is a engineering student >.<
Kheng yaw is the president of the club, eh... rather big in size? no lah... perhaps more musculy nia, the first time when i see him, his face forever serious, that gave me a very bad impression, i was thinking "alamak... this president... bear... scary..." XD but in the end he is still a very friendly guy, maybe juz serious in some manners, oh and during power boat he is the one i rode with... I DIN GET TO DRIVE!!!! special thx to Mr yeh for that ;(
Siew keng.. power shooter i muz say.. in terms of her mouth i mean XD wahh say one word can get shoot until nth to say, lucky me i haven get shoot by her... yet.. hope will not oso ar, i scared >.< but all in all she is also quite fun to be ard, dare to speak up like a modern women! siew keng i support u in that! XD
Yit Chun is the VP of astro club, and siew keng's boyfriend, very skinny =X and very powerful in photoshop, can clone someone from a photo into another photo like it had been completely genuine 100% woot! Yit Chun wo yao bai ni wei shi (meaning yit chun i want to acknowldge u as my teacher)
Felix is a super senior like Ming Hui, and from where i see ar, in the whole nastro club, he is the one with the BEST knowldge of astro amongst the students, point one direction in the sky he can tell u alot of things, he is also known as MM (minister mentor)
haha this is juz for fun, but when i noe that felix is called MM and minghui is called SM, the first thing that came into my mind was MM = Macho Man, SM = Sex Machine, XD joanne was the first to hear it and she went ard telling everyone... i had strongly suspect that if they found out i gave them such nick they will kill me, but lucky they oso see it as a joke XD
Hilary and Yu cheng sad to say i din tok to them... at all, so i cant say anything
den during lectures.. as usual.. i went back to room and slp, until bout evening time dinner, den star gaze, learn more astronomy things and allow more blood suckers to enjoy luxury -__-'''
hehe, forgot to mention that hs isnt the only monkey, after awhile when i got into the room, fad and dina came back with nebulaes on their arms, fad playfully climbed from our balcony to hs's balcony, dina was too either too scared, or bz with something (dunno wad) to look at fad climb over, after fad climbed over, dina went to the balcony to see see, but find hs and hans climbing over to our side, fad entered hans room and came back into our room, creep up on dina and "BOM!" at dina.. next thing i heard was a high pitch "ARGH!!!!!!!" emitted from dina's mouth XD
THIRD DAY
so after the happy and relaxing 2 days, the third day we all packed up and home sweet home~
END
ok so i mentioned one offensive part in the beginning, the part of bulky being pushed away by "us"... well... he aint annonying people that much now... everyone seems to be accepting him now, so i guess it is for the better aint it? like i mentioned b4 that i dun forgive and dun forget, u cant really blame me for that... its my nature! but... i not so vengeful as to pick his bone all the time, the max that i will do now is ignore him if he were to EVER annony me... which he din, he changed for the better i guess? and this other guy in the class... well the same goes for him, he keep away from me, i keep away from him, simple as that
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Saturday, July 30, 2005...
(0,..,0)
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
wooo 5 months since i last blogged, had really wanted to blog since so many things have happened, major ones included desaru trip, nastro, OGL ...etc... i had been typing a long long long post for the major events for the 1 - 2 wks, but cant seem to find the inspiration to continue... maybe after a while more? anyway since i had "reborned" with blogging i'll juz blog "abit" of something that happened recently... first look at this --->
Your element is Fire. Like fire, you have a hot
temper and you can be warm and loving as well
and angry and wild. It all really comes down to
what you are feeling. You have a lot of close
friends who you are very protective over, and
with your temper probably some enemies too. You
are not Mr. Popular in school since you are
your own person and don't want to be forced
into behaving this or that way. You are the
untamed wild horse, the kind that everyone
wants to catch. But you don't want to be tied
down for the moment and just keep going with
your little crushes. Your will is strong and if
you set your mind to do something, you will
most likely succeed. But beware, your friends
may not always accept your mood-swinging
behaviour. Even if you don't mean to be mean,
they can still feel hurt. You just need to
start thinking some things through before you
do them, and not always jump in with so much
courage. One day you may be hurt because of
that, but then again, your element isn't fire
if you start to analyse situations before you
act. After all, your nature is to shoot first
and ask the questions later. Rate and message!
What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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quite true leh... i got this from liting's blog, i had expected her element to be Ice or at lest water? >.< but she is down to Earth (literally)
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kk change subject.
juz to let u noe tt i am now in the astronomy club committee with ah cia, getting to noe kheng yaw (senior), joanne (senior), yit chun (senior), siew keng (senior), wei ming (senior), felix (paiseh i dunno how to spell ur chinese... izzit kek chuan? >.< he is a "super senior" graduated liao), ming hui (another super senior), hansheng, hansen, david, yunhui, lily, ainee and meiyi.
hm... juz last friday it was meiyi's birthday, i got her a birthday cake, two pairing snoopy, a card and some new clothes, cost me a bomb but nastro members also forked out abit, during the overnight stay we bday bashed meiyi until she has practically turned into a "snowman" or rather "flour women" XD it was fun... but i committed one big blunder... heres wad happened thru out the whole overnight stay:
after school i met up with hans and hs infront of the club room with ah cia, den hs gone hm while hans and i went to ah cia's hse to prepare flour and cake and presents for meiyi, dily dali until bout 6+ or 7+? we rushed back to sch and had a meeting with the rest of the committee members, joanne was the only senior there at that time and she asked me to check the food which is suppose to reach at 7.30pm, it was... 740 already, so i ran from south all the way to north, checked the food and ran back to er... "report" on the food, after that... i had a asthma attack, things seems to be spinning, vomited everything i ate, chest was tight like hell, nastro members panicked(? did they? i dunno, my mind wasnt clear at tt time)
but after... say... 15 mins? i think it was hs who gave me some ointment to rub, things are clearing up, my breath was easier, no more giddy.. and stomach too empty to vomit. then the rest of them began carrying equipments to the stadium, as i am not feeling well after wad happened, i carried the dobsonium (did i spell correctly?) a rather big telescope, which is surprisingly light. once reaching the stadium, we began setting up the equipments, i am to set up the equtorial with felix but half way thru, someone called him and i am alone with the bulky telescope which is heavy when compare to the bigger dobsonium, during setting up... i had to bend up and down to fix this and that, my breath gotten VERY hard again, so i ke kiang (push myself) finish everything and went aside to rest again, slept for 20 mins and i felt completely recovered... but i am damn bloody wrong... will tell u later why i say so.
BIRTHDAY BASH!!! we bombed meiyi with flour and one of the junior... peng... he bombed her with water that is thickly mixed with flour, after the bombimg session i went to bath and went back to the rooms where we booked for the event, at that time my breath were getting harder AGAIN and things are spinning... but i din bother much since it isnt very significant, i gave meiyi her bday present and present her with the bday cake, she is delighted from whr i see, she hugged the snoopy i gave her like her baby XD but... all the fun and that... i as the logistic head forgot bout the equipment... big mistake.
so after everything we had a debrief, the seniors are very very unhappy, and the juniors (my batch) had a row with the seniors, hs and yh were steaming so they left, i went with david and ah cia to find them, to find yh, my condition was already very bad, the agitation i received made it worse, but i still went on... seniors... juniors... both batch are my frens no matter wad happened. i went ard the sch searching for yh, and found her at the stadium, one dark corner, crying. hs and i tried to cheer her up, but seems like it is better if we leave her alone, ah cia sat by her side while hs, david, hans and me watch over them a few meters away. after bout 10 mins, yh stood up and we all walk back... in one of my paragraph i wrote "i felt completely recovered... but i am damn bloody wrong..." this is where it happened, the whole place went into a roller coster ride, my asthma attack came... good thing hs.. or izzit david? held me before i fall on the ground, cia and yh are experience in medic, so they taught me to breath deep, after awhile, i caught my breath and hs and dav held me back to the room, after which i felt soooo much better, but still i dun dare to push any further, so i slack in one corner.
i went to sit with yh after felix had finish talking to her, she chat with me and tell me to take care of myself and some other things, den we walked ard the sch looking for the MIA david and hs, after walk thru the whole sch, we still cant find them, so we went back to the room, after awhile the two of them came back as well. but a very tired me had already went to slp without asking them wad they talked about.
that was the first day of the overnight stay from friday 4pm to morning 4 am >.< the second day was ez... debrief, plan next meeting, get hm.. and SLEEP!
haha still got somemore things happened lah, but will post abit later, this post very long liao.
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Thursday, July 28, 2005...