bad mood...
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tody in a serious bad mood... things juz getting more and more hard to handle... my grandparents now both landed in hospital... i worry for them, i worry for my studies, i worry for my projects, i worry for my exams, i worry for my old parents, i worry bout not meeting my brother's expectation, i worry that i may not make it thru this sem, i worry bout so much things that i dun even have anymore breather for myself, my body, my condition, i've been sick for weeks, vomit everything i eat, and things juz keep piling up, i am really at a lost... my mood really went bad... sorry if i ever offended anyone of u these few days...
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005...
i haven really changed much since then...
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well... hm... lets start from friday
halfway thru the day i went off again, cos really not feeling well.. anyway i am suppose to be on MC, so i heck care bout the attendance and went to club rm to rest, had actually went to mac to mit cia and MY, den we go find dav and get the key, went up to club rm and find yh, wm and hans there waiting for us, after a while dhs came and everyone one by one went off, i am left the only one in there since i got no more lesson, took the rest of the day off with wx's permission. den after awhile more, they came back one by one again to slack, until bout 5 liddat MY called me and said "eh... u all take the fans already? b4 5 muz get u noe?" den i panicked, ran to blk E with dhs, but still too late, the Ambassador team or however u spell it, took all the fans... i seriously shldnt run... felt heavy at my chest sia, but rest awhile ok ler.
at nite when everthing is done, i went hm early, b4 that i was in E317 chit chatting with MY, cracked abit of jokes den i went hm... gotta work the nxt day, so cant stay overnite.
saturday morning woke up, cleaned my aunt hse... blah blah blah, den went hm with my pay, i msged hans and den end up hans, dhs, my, cia and me going to thomson road to ka jiao wm. was suppose to mit at amk MRT at 1.30pm... i reached at 1.40pm.. and i am the first! >.< followed by hans who reached 15 mins later, until bout 2.15 liddat, cia, my and dhs reached at the bus stop opposite jubilee, den we took bus to thomson road, kajiao wm, i tio wacked by him... as usual -__-''' after that MY went off first, so left me, dhs, hans and cia, went to KFC to eat, only i nv eat, cos too full, after that cia oso went off, left me and dhs and hans, the three of us went to the bugis lib again, actually wanted to study de, but end up cannot bring books inside, so we played with the lift =X den went to esplanade lib to study, i did my IPTN tutorial until finish, hans and dhs studied their own module, engineering maths i think, budden... -_-''' x 10000 that dhs keep on ka jiao me sia, and his ideas are way too creative for me to handle... still got wad... coka cola machine, magnifying window glasses, hotel opening ceremony ...etc... wah peng! budden.. hehe interesting to hear leh, after that went to marina square to eat dinner, i eat until too full, cannot tahan, dhs have to finish up for me again >.< paiseh!!!
finish eating ler we chatted bout some stuff lah... and i realized that... i haven really changed that much since sec sch... apart from being more out going... wad else did i change? i am still rather tactless of my own behaviour, my "jokes" sometimes really go too far, and i am STILL very very very slow in my brain wave's frequency, and i think i pissed off quite alot of ppl in that sense bah, so.. hehe nxt time if i do sth wrong, really really.. remember to tell me so i can change for the better ok?
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Sunday, August 28, 2005...
another sick post
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today halfway thru VB lesson i went off... really cannot tahan... so i went club room rest, while wat=iting for cia to come and bring me to the AMK polyclinic, seen the doctor and this is wad happened
doc: hi alex, so wad happened?"
lex: erm... these 2 wks i haven been eating well, always vomitting, no appetite and slight fever
doc: ok... (takes the thermometer, measure, 38.2 degrees) ok... u have quite a high fever ar... and... come lie down
lex: orgh (went over and lie down, doc press my stomach here and there)
doc: gastric flu, why din u go see doctor earlier?
lex: no time
doc: but still ur health is more impt u noe? i give u 2 days MC stay at hm and rest well
lex: orgh... (right... try having projects and homework crushing down on u with less den 1 month time left and still going to relax)
so that is roughly wad happened in the polyclinic, i got my med and Mc... and den went hm to rest... damn... dunno wad is weixuan going to say... i din do anything for the IPnet project and OOAD project i still dunno how to implement and my studies are falling!!! STRESSED!!!! even if i am on MC tml i still gotta go sch! haiz...
den at nite... more exciting sia... went to see a chinese physician with my aunt, the physician first took my pulse and the first thing coming out from him is "u muz learn to rest ok? u seemed very stressed" i blurred, thats the sec time today by the docs liao, den he helped me massage, very shiok... but more shiok one come along rite after the massage... he "shoot" 20++ needles on me (accupunture) with those really twichy electric devide that provides electric current therapy, quite shiok seh... but the painful part came.. rite after he pull out the needles on me, he massage me again... this time with tools... damn bloody painful sia... he massaged my back, when i got hm and see my back.. peng... i wondered "is this really a human's back? why so blue and black de..."
haiz... thou felt better... no more vommitty, i still bloated and no appetite to eat anything... hope tml will feel better bah...
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Thursday, August 25, 2005...
still sick
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today went sch still feeling sick... ate nth in the morning, and vomit white foam... ate a macdonald meal.. but end up vomitting everything out... at nite oso vomit white foam... something seriously wrong with me... lost 2 kg droppped to 68, haiz... sickness are really sickening... felt so terrible... but still gotta study, rush project... at nite went to mit nastro frens and den go see lina chong together, filled in the forms for the overnite stay
after that dhs, hans, yh and me went to jubilee to watch movie, i gum along lah... thou not feeling well, but wanna be with them, in the end... they watch the maid... i end up worrying bout whether am i going to vomit again or not... half the show dunno wads going on... but still... haha quite happy today that i noe i got frens care for me, urge me go see doc, telling me to take care of my health... hehe, so today is a happy terrible sadded day... >.< i go rest ler... ciaoz
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005...
sec post for the day
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hm... today had VB quiz and DMBS quiz, quite ok bah... think i can pass lah, during VB quiz encounter a few qns that took me off guard, glance over to ying's paper and spot the diff in ans.. but i still stick to mine, dun wanna be a copycat, and dbms, ying oso sat beside me, had wanted to tok to her bout something de, but she kena switch over to another place, so.. well, i got soloed
anyway.. tis friday is overnight stay! going to watch bewitched, and maybe... hm... stealth? XD hope so bah, looking forward to this friday, and tml got meeting.. hm... most prob going to be late, wx is going to have to ask me to do project with VB/java, and got tml VB extra lesson oso
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005...
hm...
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blah blah blah blah~ so bored~ so sick~ so tired~ yet so hyper~ why why tell me why~ nid to study~ nid to work~ but no brain~ and no spirit~ lah lah lah~ wanna play~ wanna slp~ but no time~ and no.. time~ >.< kk i getting crazy, ignore this post toally
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005...
sick... sad... sullen...
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hm... today got to sch at 7.30 am.. wanted to study actually but my fren came late, so i end up slacking for 5.30 hrs until 1pm for my lesson to start... but argh... nth much to say bout today... except that i am really sick ler... sick for few days liao... thou will feel better day by day... but wrong loh... now even if i am trying to smile like the usual me... oso hard... now typing with trembling hands... vomited 1 time in sch... and 2 times when i got hm... after vomitting... measured my temperature... 38.7... slight high fever... juz took panadol... hope will feel better... wanted to stay for the nite lec... but really cannot make it... whole body feel weak... and feeling sad and sullen that i cant seem to study well... rite now trying hard to catch up... but end up being sick... fear the exams... studying now but nth seems to be able to get in... parents and brother putting pressure on me... spend almost all my pocket money on doctor last week... parents and brother din noe... i hid it from them... scared get scolded... scared they worried... wanted to pour my woes with my frens... but my best fren in class is more of a out going fun player den a listener... to me at lest she is... den my sec best fren attitude suddenly turned cold towards me... and my 3rd best fren... well... dun exist in the first place... so all i can do now is pour everything inside here... at lest felt better den cooping everything to myself... had been cooping alot of things to myself and nv share with anyone for years ler... tonite realy emo... gotta pour it out...
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Monday, August 22, 2005...
Mini lecture yest and bugis trip today
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YESTURDAY
yest was the mini lecture conducted by Yunhui and Meiyi, on constellation, not bad.. got 40++ ppl came, this time the mini lec is diff from the previous ones, the previous ones were in the small stuffy congested tutorial room that have obvious problem of containning 40 odds ppl, but this time the lec is held in lecture theatre LTQ-5, very nice atmosphere thou can be drowsy >.< yh and MY seems pretty stressed/excited/anxious/tense as they seems to have problem pronoucing corona borealis, centaurus and some other constellations properly =X so i end up kneeling beside the presentation computer, hiding and whispering to them the words XD ok lah i oso not very good with it, but at lest i wasnt tense that time so i can read the word properly. overall the event was quite successful, after the mini lec, we bring the sub comms to the club room and taught them the ways to set up the equipments and how to point at objects, my equatorial C8 gave me alot of problem... as usual... so in the end giving edwin and Ren Xin problems as well, haiz... pls ar... get a new equatorial mount ar...
after all that we all went hm together... den as usual.. i am the only one going in the marina bay direction... tio anti socialize everytime at MRT de...
TODAY
today went to dhs hse in the afternoon to give him my action replay max, return him the games i borrowed, and had wanted to lend some games from him again... but found non that i like.. so nvm... den he passed me his MP3 player to go home and edit/rename/update the songs inside... total got 1k+++ songs... i can update like siao liao... after that i watch him play warcraft... like very fun leh... i used to play alot... so much that i can go crazy, budden play until sian, so i stop for a long time, den today see him play... i itchy liao, wanna play ler, so i leech it from him, preparing to go home and play.
after playing we two took bus and den kinda played hide and seek with the buses... my ez link fare ar... dhs... not free de leh... budden.. haha like i said, i nvm de, i here say for fun nia XD meet hans at bugis, den go the new national library there, very big and tall... but 14 storeys ALL is reference books, all cannot borrow de... but found some interesting stuffs on the top few storeys, tml maybe going back to see see the stuffs hehe, den in the end we found out there oso got basement de, we went blur, walk whole building liao den found out still got basement, den basement is where we can borrow books de... zzZZzz juz when we wanna borrow book.. the stupid anouncement came "the library will be closing in 15 mins, pls blah blah blah..." bo bian, no time slowly walk walk liao, so we go eat dinner, it was already bout 8.30pm bah, we went to eat yoshinoya, got coupon, den i very funny leh, i eat 2 mouths nia i full ler, dhs and hans gave me theory that i have this, i have that in my stomach, that why i eat few mouths nia i full ler, the theory of stomach cancer even came along >.< wah peng.. my appetite really jialat... i almost 2 days nv eat thing, finally eating something, eat 2 mouths i full like hell wad is going on?!?!?! zz nvm... this way can slim down... thou unhealthy... budden bo bian! haiz... after eating we go sit at a corner slack and tok bout the jobs we used to have, and found that the job i used to have are nth at all loh... work liao learn nth unlike dhs and hans... one work motorola is a workaholic another is freelance learn quite somethings oso... i feel so small sia... haiz... haha.. today stop here ler lah, had an enjoyable day
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Saturday, August 20, 2005...
tired!
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tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired
tonite dun blog ler, i go slp liao
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Friday, August 19, 2005...
i'm loving it
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yep, i loving it... it = Nastro haha, everytime meet up with nastro frens or activity, it is bound to be filled with laughter and joy, take these few days for example, everynight we all nastro gang will come together in msn and starting biting each other, especially AN jie =X very fun! full of laughter, today after lessons, me and cia go club room slack, den joanne wm and ky yc all came with MY and AN, den we all tok bout the biting game, reliving the jokes and who bited who, seriously funny, i laugh until my jaws pain and stomach cramp.
den today in the club room, b4 they all come, me and cia toked alot, den came about the topic of "frens" and found that she and i share the same view, we are closer to Nastro den our own class, we made alot of gd frens inside, i even earned a precious family of animals >.< today i have a sudden urge wanna blog out the description of every single nastro frens i am close to, namely cia, MY, AN, yh, dhs, hans, dav, lily, jo, ky, yc, sk, wm, yos and... i think thats all, sub comm... hm... wait and see bah haha
cia: duh... ok... she and i have been close since the very first day i step into NYP strictly speaking she is my closest fren, in sch everyway we go confirm is crapping together, she WAS my korkor, but den she IS my papa, wahahaha
MY: my mummy! hehe she always get bullied by me de, likes to laugh alot, but oso under alot of stress, so i am forever trying to make her laugh to help her balance with stress and laughter =D
AN: my jie! very scary ger, in real life she can tok slow, eat slow, walk slow, drink slow, react slow... but a super fast biter in MSN! althou she forever look blur de, but dun be deceive! she noes and pay attn to alot of things de... thats why she is scary
yh: wah... this one... scary... forever giving me $5, batu layar i am actually free from sandflies and mosquitoes de, but she "jealous" den give me alot $5, my whole body covered with money haha, very fun to be with, and very fun to bully oso WAHAHAHA
dhs: this guy i dunno wad to type ar, funny? yea but can make ppl vomit blood, cartoon? yea but can make ppl chase him all over singapore, hehe he is a gd/funny/cartoon/jacky wu-like guy lah, brightens up my day everytime i see him, the important laughing gas of our club
hans: pro computer guy! richest guy in our club! very photo loving! forever got lobang in almost everything! and his photo taking skill... wah.. best i ever seen, anytime at anyplace with anything, he can take pic here and there non stop, and the effect come out forever the best, hehe, dun stop with it hans, ur a natural with cameras
dav: gd buddy of dhs, yos and hans, very funny oso, his character abit like me, likes to disturb ppl alot, hahaha he very active guy, got nastro... got art lessons, got this... got that... and still have the spirit to play with us! woot!
lily: DA JIE!!! she is very VERY intellectual, can be the next confucious or however u spell that china ancient historic character name -.- she can tok bout the ways of life and this and that, its fun listening to her u noe, i learn alot from her, hehe
jo: the scariest in our club! say one wrong word infront of her prepare to dig ur own grave, i kena animal abused by this cat for dunno how many multiple times liao, a very fun person, juz remember to wear a armor when u wanna bite her =X
ky: my advisor! musculy guy, fun yet strict, the first time when i see him at desaru, i tot "this guy scary... like a bear... why face forever so fierce?" but got to noe him better back in singapore
yc: he... is... my... god! programming expert, photoshop god, and the lest violent guy in our club, hahaha but still oso cannot anyhow bite him, he have a very powerful sniper beside him
sk: the sniper i toked about, she is so far the only one i have yet to bite, fear of her oso, i seen her shoot ppl until that person is irregconisable, her mouth i mean =X dare to speak up like a modern women, and fun to be ard oso
wm: MY DINNER LUNCH AND BREAKFAST! a bamboo, i am a panda, and panda eats bamboo, he was very cold guy at first loh, i dun dare to even look at him the first time i see him, but carry on i beginning to interact with him alot already, now the two of us can come together and bite each other with no hesitation
yos: the one and only junior i am going to tok bout, he is(from wad i heard) a gorilla, who care for his hair alot, frens with dav for a long time, can joke alot and very fun to disturb, ehahahaha
no more ler, actually i wanna describe them more detailed de... but no inspiration, and i am tired ler, so going to slp after this, tonite no biting game for me T_T heh lemme stress for the last time tonite... i love Nastro and the frens i made there!
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005...
Meteor shower
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eh yest went for mr yeh's big lecture, toked abit about the galaxies and constellations and some new terms, after his lecture the senior committee member went thru a "ceremony" to step down and my batch to "step-up" half way thru the stepping up and down =X my aunt called me to inform me something, damn embarrassed leh... lucky not many many ppl were there...
den after everything we plan to go punggol watch meteor shower, dav have something on so he cant go, lily is too tired and ky is.. i dunno... i think he oso tired bah, so end up going to meteor shower is me, yh, cia, my, an, hans, dhs, yos, sk, yc, jo, wm, yc's bro, yt, hansiang and deep, before we all meet at punggol mrt, i went back to bedok to walk walk while remembering an old fren =D i had actually tot that i will be the last to reach, being very late... but i end up as the very first one to reach -.-''' followed by wm
after bout... 20 mins? it was already 11.30, jo called us to mit her and walk to her hse as she live very near the meeting place, cia, yt, my and an is also with her, reach her hse liao until bout... 12? yc yh they all came to jo's hse as well, den dhs deep and hansiang came together oso, so we set out to the field, walked for awhile, and finally reach the star gazing area, we put out the floor map den start getting comfy, but me veryb ored, went jogging, came back breathing heavily... but LUCKY I TOOK MY MED BEOFRE I JOG! else i die XD
not a very fruitful nite for me, i only seen 2 or 3 shoot stars, while the rest sees up to 10 liddat... i was left with no place to ly down except for a small area to sit, so i cant get a very gd view of the sky, quite nice thou, i sat there with the rest, playing alot of nice songs, singing together in the quiet nite
at bout 5am we all got rather tired, so we walk to the nearest kopitiam, bout 5 mins walk, sat there had our breakfast(i din eat thou), drink abit of something den all go hm~ wad happened during the breakfast time in the kopitian i dun want say... later ppl call MI for me den i jialat >.<
i got hm at ard 6.30 bah, very tired, get to slp at once, din get to wake up for my breakfast and lunch woke up at 12noon, smsed dhs, was suppose to go his hse today to return, borrow, and lend him somethings but he din reply, think he is too tired bah, dun blame him thou, first overnite din slp, den have to rush back sch to do some sch stuff, if he have the spirit to continue playing ar, he is really god liao
think i'll stop here ler lah, have to go study liao
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Saturday, August 13, 2005...
woohoo
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haha today went for a time machine lecture in NUS, actually dun want go de, but hs seriously pulled me there, had wanted to study de... hai... i worry bout my result liao... anyway the lecture was quite ok, i understand abit, but oso blur abit, after the lecture me and part of the usual gang (hs hans cia yos and me namely... the other "gangsters" not there) plus some of the close ones like edwin wei hong han siang and jolin went to bugis makan dinner, joke alot lah... today i super blur... dun bother asking... i too shy to say lah XD ate at pasta mania... peng.. was hungry like mad but the moment the food was served to me... i had 2 mouth i full like hell liao... had to transfer food to hs's plate, haha he got no choice... anyway his appetite oso very gd lah, cia oso same food as me, she oso cannot finish... thou she definitely manage to eat alot more den me, we transfer here and there... hs eat the most followed by hans, weee~ took alot photo, after dinner we walk walk den go home... now after blogging i gotta study liao... result result result! muz buck up!
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Thursday, August 11, 2005...
missing someone...
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yea... 6 yrs have passed and i still miss u... in the past few yrs i will think about u sometime... abit here abit there... but dunno why these few days i kept on remembering bout u... flash back of wad we do in the past... thou u and i were nv the best of frens, i still see u as a very gd fren... i now really regret not going out and playing more with u... now there is no more chance... so i swear from that day onwards i will treasure my good frens like my life... haiz... carrying a heavy heart now... feeling dizzy and tight in my chest now... guess i'll juz stop here...
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005...
hehehe
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waaah... juz got back from NDP celebration, was out there at marina with frens playing ard, watching fireworks and i catched a movie too... heee "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" not a bad show... but i missed abit here and there, so i dun mind watch again...
had actually suppose to meet meiyi ainee and hans for the movie, but meiyi and ainee are seriously late, so i msg them tell them nvm forget it ler, but i think they misinterpret my meaning, thot that i was angry, but i am not lah >.< meiyi and ainee caled me a few times, but i was listening to my mp3 so i din hear anything, den the vibration of my phone is damn bloody pathetic loh, cant feel anything at all, so i only realise they called me so many times much later, adding to their anxiety i think... made them really think i angry liao... den funny leh, when i was smsing to ainee telling them it is ok, meiyi keeping calling, den when i am typing the sms i keep pressing onto "end call" EVERYTIME meiyi calls in accidentally >.<''' peng... realy interesting... but ok lah, they still late by 30mins of the show, so tt why i said i missed abit here and there
after the movie we all met up with yh, ky, wm and cia, walked to suntec carrefour to ta bao some food, and den meet up with hs. today i really earned alot of $5... from yh... my mouth cant seem to stop ka jiao her leh! den she give me so many $5 that i am near millionaire liao... haha den when hs come we all walked to the express way near esplanade, watch the fireworks, i took alot of pics for my mummy meiyi =D after firework we walked quite some distance den sit somewhr crap abit, disturb hs's precious hair, ka jiao yh, took a few pic... wm "agitate" me with his "panda-san photo taking" and ate dinner ...etc... relaxing and fun day bah, really love my nastro frens to bits XD
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005...
Batu Layar~
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yep, juz got back from batu layar on sunday, fun trip, saw the clearest sky ever, seen so many shooting stars and constellations, pity that i slept early... missed the seven sisters... haiz... nvm nvm, i can only hope for a second chance
btw i am going to change a blog skin soon... this blogskin got quite some prob... everytime after i blog and post, my previous post's font will magnify from font 10 to like font 36 -.-''' so everytime i gotta put a html coding for every post to minimize the font... anyway i am now very very interested in lineage 2... maybe my next blogskin will be lineage 2 skin, but so far cant find any blogskin related to lineage... hm.. maybe i will try and create a blogskin myself... but going to nid alot of learning >.<
friday most prob going Mersing!!! watch meteor shower!!! WOOT!!!
Your personality is best represented by the
Japanese dagger, called a Tanto. A person who
wields a Tanto knows better than anyone that
you cant judge on appearance alone. You have
the unique ability to see the full potential in
people and objects long before anyone else has
a clue. You are clever and are probably
underestimated a lot by others, but YOU know
who you are and exactly what you are capable
of.
What sort of Weapon best Represents your Personality? (anime pics!)
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005...
paranoid
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short post, i think i going crazy liao.. whenever someone ard me is sad, angry or sudden coldness, i will start thinking "wad did i do? wad did i do?" sheesh... i am really paranoid...
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Friday, August 05, 2005...
"troubled..." edited
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heee this post is slightly edited, for those who read it b4, the "prob" is solved, for those who haven read it yet, nth has happened, and i juz wanna say out the feelings i have for nastro... in nastro i found alot of frens, thou i may not noe them for very long, but i can see that nastro dun have ppl like two un-named personal in my class, neither do they form small little groups, breaking up a big group into smaller sub groups... everyone there juz comes together, talked, laugh, plan things and have fun... conflicts do happen... some ppl may be unhappy with some things... but one thing for sure is that i am happy there, i love that CCA i love the frens i made there and i treasure the "family of 4" all the way into my bones...
duh... ok getting abit too emo,not my type >.< guess i'll stop here
oh and i done this quizzes that my fren asked me to
You, my friend, are a lazy sleeper! As far as you
are concerned, sleeping and lounging about are
the most incredible things on earth. You love
just sitting back and watching everyone buzzing
around with their busy lives. Its not that
youre stupid or dont care, on the contrary, you
are quite intelligent when you want to be. But
why waste the effort?
How do you Sleep? (Anime Pics)
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In your eyes, people see brightness in
everything.... and I mean... EVERYTHING! You're
so optimistic and think of everything as just a
new adverture! You're very energetic, happy,
fun, and loving. Everyone seems to want to be
just like you because you're a great example of
people who live life to its fullest! You don't
really have a sanctuary... That is... Besides
the whole world >.< You love to have a good
time and enjoy yourself among your friends,
family, even strangers or by yourself! However,
being so happy and energetic can also be your
downfall... Some people might see you as a
crazy person who doesn't take anything
seriously, but that's so not true! Just because
you see life better than them doesn't give them
the right to act crabby. Keep living life to
its fullest and hopefully you can drag some
other people along with you ^-^
What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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Thursday, August 04, 2005...