eh.. boring day
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
today quite bored, went out buy a book to read, came home and do some quiz with meiyi online.. haha
this is the quiz->
You Are a Peacemaker Soul |
 You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul |
i think liting wants me to do this, got it from her blog
Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. open a shop of my interest
2. at lest once, i can fall in love
3. to travel around the world with all my good frens
4. learn to be able to speak fluent jap
5. to finish writing at lest one book
6. to see that person at lest once more...
7. to die before all my gd frens and the one i love
Seven Celebrity Crushes: order from earliest to the latest
1. Selina
2. Hebe
3. Ella
4. Lee Hyori
5. BoA
6. Faye F.I.R
7. Racheal Stevens
Seven Often Repeated Words:
1. huh?
2. wad?
3. wah?
4. eh?
5. simi sai
6. wad the crap
7. wait long long
Seven Physical Traits I Look For In The Opposite Sex:
1. hm...
2. eh...
3. er...
4. ar...
5. uh...
6. mm...
7. so long as she doesn't look anywhr like Ru Hua can liao bah
Non-physical determinants?
1. Funny at times
2. Serious at times
3. can take my jokes
4. can take my occasional quietness
5. not a bitch that goes ard descriminating ppl for nth
6. tactful
7. caring
Seven people i hope can do this nonsense together with me
1. Ah Cia
2. An an
3. Hans
4. Mel
5. Yh
6. Wm
7. no more liao =X
these came from cia's post in friendster
1. Do u like 2 smile?
` arberden
2. Do u love music?
` depends on mood and the music
3. Who do u share all of ur most personal secrets
with?
` if u are from nastro, u ask me, i will most prob say
4. Do u love to shop?
` yea... i love money too
5. If u were given a chance to buy anything u want
in the world what would it be?
` eternal friendship with all of them =D
6. Why are you completing this survey?
` cos i'm bored...
7. The most:
a) grossest thing u ever seen?
` er... lets not say it, it will only gross u out
b) yummiest thing u ever ate?
` so long as i am in a good mood and is with my friends, wadever i eat will most prob be the yummiest
c) cutest boy/girl ever saw?
` girl - genet my niece!
8. If u were given a chance to rule a country,what
country would it be?
` ruling = being top = solitude = sth which i dun want
9. The time you're confused the most?
` hm... i am almost confused 24/7 so how can i tell?
10. The thing that would make u like a guy/girl?
` Being caring and trusting
11. Are u always happy?
` nope, who can?
12. Are u easily jealous?
` no bah... last time i remembered being jealous was like... years ago =X
13. Do u always share drinks with a boy/girl?
` yesh~
14. Are u noisy?
` yup, but i can extremely quiet, especially when i am reading/listening to music/thinking
15. Do u know how to rollerblade?
` i know how to fall with rollerblades, want me to teach? FOC
16. Do u like to give hugs?
` yup, but only to good frens
17. Do u know how to ice skate?
` dunno, nv really try b4, so i guess is no bah
18. Do u like guys/girls who curse?
` well... abit is ok.. but if curse comes from his/her mouth like a running tap... scram off
19. Are u a goody-goody or a naughty kid?
` naughty, very naughty muahahahaha =.=''' i dunno, u reading this, is my friend, u be the judge
20. Do you think of your future?
` yes, too much, tts why i wry so much
21. Do you easily fall in love?
` no
22. Are you addicted to someONE now?
` yes, my frens =X
23. Did you u get pissed or pleased?
` eh.. i dun get pissed easily, but sometime my quietness looks as thou i am pissed... actually i get pleased easily =D
FAVOURITE
> c i t y ; Singapore (like i got a choice... heres whr all my frens are)
> v a c a t i o n s p o t ; wherever is fun and is wif frens bah
> s p o r t s ; eh... me got sport-phobia, especially ball related ones
> r e s t a u r a n t ; wherever is nice and is wif frens
> s e a s o n ; er... spring i guess?
> a c t o r ; er? none
> a c t r e s s ; none oso
> m e m o r y ; obviously wif my frens
> n u m b e r ; 7 and 11
> c o l o u r ; black and red
> p h r a s e ; never forgive, never forget/ once a gd fren, forever u are
> m o v i e ; forrest gump
THIS OR THAT (:
> l e f t y / r i g h t y ; righty
> c o k e / p e p s i ; wad? no 100plus?
> m a c / b k ; BK
> e a s t / w e s t ; east
> s p r i n g / w i n t e r ; Spring
HAVE YOU EVER (:
> been in love? yea... wif myself, counted?
> smoked anything? haha...
> been out of country? yup
> had detention? detention is juz another spelling of "secondary school" to me
> laughed so hard till cry? yup
> cried so hard you laughed? eh... me not gin na
WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL (:
> h a p p y ? doing sth special for the ppl i care for
> s a d ? when i think of the future
> b l u s h ? when i made a total fool out of myself under the gaze of strangers
> s l e e p y ? LTL-3
> e x c i t e d ? er... alot?
> l a u g h ? when funny things happen lah
> s t r o n g? My frens and family
RELATIONSHIP (:
> do you consider yourself a good friend?
- eh... yes... i guess... erm... >.< dunno
> would you rather have alot of okay friends or a
few good friends?
- Good Friends... i already got them
> who are your best friends?
- u noe who u are =D
> has anyone ever told you that you were a good
friend?
- yes... and i am over the cloud to hear it =D
> are you more outgoing or shy?
- mostly outgoing unless i am under brain construction
> do you like to make new friends?
- if tt person is nice and not weird, arberden
> are you with someone or single or dating?
- eh... i am as complicated as cia, i have a ah gong, mummy, daddy, jiejie and other grandaunties/uncles, i even got a ah gong-mistress =X
> do you believe in love at first sight?
- yar, thou i nv experience it, i've seen ppl do tt
> would you ever be with someone who your
friends didn't like?
- nah
> what's the longest relationship you've ever been
in?
- family relationship? 18yrs and counting
> what's the first thing you notice in the opp sex?
- eh... personality bah
> what kind of cell phone do you have?
- sony ericsson
> is it a camera phone?
- yar
> how often do you use your cell phone?
- every-single-day
> what are the last 4 digits of your number?
- 0450
> do you have your own computer?
- yupz
> do you have a digital camera?
- eh.. yes, but have = dun have, it is like a vase in my room
> do you have an ipod?
- Iriver yea, ipod nope
EDUCATION (:
> what university do you want to attend?
- overseas bah
> what's your school's mascot?
- cinderella.. my class at lest
> school colours?
- eh.. NYP got sch color meh?
> what are your grades generally like?
- way below average
> what is your year?
- 1987
> what would you like to do after graduation?
- work and study... hm... maybe work more, studies are creeping me up
> what do you want to be when you grow up?
- a human
RATING (1-10) how important?
> f r i e n d s ; 10
> f a m i l y ; 10
> m u s i c ; 7
> l o v e ; 5
> h a p p i n e s s ; 9.5
> m o n e y ; 9
> e d u c a t i o n ; 7
> r e l i g i o n ; can i put 0?
> s h o p p i n g ; 7
> c o m f o r t ; 10
> c l o t h e s ; 10 (den wad? naked?)
> p h o n e ; 9
> c o m p u t e r ; 9
RANDOM (:
> if you could take back one thing from your
childhood, what would it be?
- take back meaning bring it to present? jun jie
> would you rather win an oscar or a nobel prize?
- nobel lah.. i rather contribute to the future
> 5 items you would bring with you on a deserted
island.
- endless food, endless drink, friends, a bunglow, and a few hundred maids (i am very practical de =D )
> if you could travel anywhere in the world, which
location would you pick?
- wherever if fun and is wif my frens
> what is the most important thing in your purse
and why?
- my photos with frens, cos they are precious memories i hardly have
> name 15 people in history whom you'd invite to a
dinner party.
in history? wad makes u think i am good in history?
> what do you look for in a friend?
- trust, comfort, belonging
> which of those qualities is your best friend to
have?
- all?
1. What are you thinking of?
* wad to buy for someone's coming bday
2. Who are u missing?
* no one
3. Where are you?
* home lah
4. The last person you msg?
* cia
5. Who do you like?
* gd frens and family
6. Whats your secret that u havent told any one?
* u think i going to write tt out?
7. Are you vain?
* yesh~
8. Who are you wif?
* i am with me, myself, and I
9. What perfume do you use?
* i dun 'perfume'
10. Who do you hate?
* everyone shld noe lah...
11. Who annoys you?
* everyone oso shld noe lah...
12. Have you ever felt hurt because of love ?
* nope
13. Do you watch sex and the city?
* nah
14. Which would you choose? DRUGS or SMOKE
or DRINKS?
* drinks duh...
15. What did you eat?
* food
16. Whats ur fav song?
* eh... alot
17. Whats u're full name?
* alex ngiam cai shan
18. Do u like going out?
* yup
19. Do you like love or hate life?
* well.. currently i love my life
20. Have you ever cried for a guy or girl?
* yes... grandmother counted?
21. Do you sleep alone?
* yup...
22. Do you have a pillow?
* arber
23. Do you think guys/girls having a pillow is
cute?
* ... no comment
24. Do u think if girls/guys cry they look cute?
* huh... babies are cute when they cry... tts all i can say
25. Do you like guys/ girls a lot?
* both lah
26. Do you wanna end this question thingy?
* eh... not realy, nth to do at home now
27. Do u hate doing this?
* do u think i'll be doing this if i am?
28. Do u think exams should be banned?
* no... exams banned = constant vigilance = no last min cramming = dead meat me
29. Wats ur fav subject?
* languages related bah
30. Do u do chores?
* yup
31. Do u like to sing?
* haha, yea
32. Guys/girls with a band is cool for you?
* wad band? gay band like F4? no thx
33. Are you a hip-hopper?
* -.-''' no
34. Are u a punk?
* nope
35. Are you a skater?
* no
36. Are you a b*t*c*h?
* i'm a guy...
37. Are you crazy?
* YES
38. Are you a flirt?
* nope
39. Are you lonely?
* well.. i AM alone now
40. What's you'e fav. brand?
* i'm not very concern regarding brands
41. What's your favourite number?
* 7 - 11
42. Who would you like to meet now?
* eh... nah no one
43. Do you think shaved headed guys are good
looking?
* well... u asking me? a guy?
44. Do you wanna be in LOVE?
* nah
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Sunday, October 30, 2005...
lunch movie neos! waha
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
haha today went out with cia they all again, had met them up at causeway point and intended to treat them to pizza, waha, had a very full meal... well for me at lest >.< i dun wanna say anything bout an, dhs and hans =X well.. i spent quite abit of money today, but it felt quite ok to me, worth it... in the 'big picture' i din really spent that much, maybe only half of wad i tot i spent anyway XD haha, after the lunch, we went up to sakae sushi to ji siao yh, today her working day, haha, too bad, cannot blanja her =D
den, last minute decision we go watch a movie... and oso a last min decision we decide to watch "the transporter 2"; quite a not bad show... thou the only part of the movie i had an impression on is the black car towards the back... that car damn bloody cool man >.<
b4 the movie starts, the 6 of us went to take neoprints, had quite abit of fun, the neo machine is quite good lah... can take alot pics, and choose 6 out of those pics, got a long time limit oso, and... waha, today is han's first time taking neo!
well heres the pix->
actually the pix very nice de... but the drawings... >.< ok lah, cute lah, but can be better =X
hehe, this is the favourite of everyone, cos everyone look so natural and nice =D
me wanted to cover an's eyes like dhs de.. but no time -.-''' den.. meiyi look very scarey... >.< !!!
eh.. tio strangled by dhs... haha.. jk ia... but seriously hor,when his arms is ard me, i abit breathing difficult =X
this one... hm... not much comment but poorthing hans, half face tio covered by tt decoration
this last one, i almost killed cia... 'COOL'? COOL my foot! look at my head! a ribbon and a gun! but... tt ribbon is not she put de, is the deco of the frame, den coincedently my head is there >.< !!!
den this is the original pix b4 cutting
haha tt all lah
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Sunday, October 30, 2005...
liting's creation
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
haha as my title said, liting's creation, very gd, and her first time too!
Concentration |
| 19 out of maximum 40 points Your concentration is really quite... Erm... would you PAY ATTENTION when I'm speaking to you? |
Bought To You By IcieTyin Quiz |
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Thursday, October 27, 2005...
genet
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
today went to my cousin's hse, look at my baby neice, and the sick gabriel who have seems to be in contact with the same illness as me... feeling nausea, always wanting to vomit... but he seemed pretty ok to me... at lest he is able to eat... and not vomit out everything
i called ah cia and meiyi, but ah cia din pick up the phone, meiyi picked up, i had planned to treat cia and the rest to pizza instead... but they rejected it, so i din get to see them and left for home...
recently i have been writing stuff in my own computer instead... felt that way to have more privacy... so i'll only post briefs happening here and no longer going to write out anymore complains/feelings/etc... only keeping them to myself in my comp
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Monday, October 24, 2005...
online surveys
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
You Are 60% Left Brained, 40% Right Brained |
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. |
| How You Life Your Life |
 You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently. Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot! You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable. |
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
| You Are Likely a First Born |
 At your darkest moments, you feel guilty. At work and school, you do best when you're researching. When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often. In friendship, you are considerate and compromising. Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking. You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream. |
Your World View |
You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material. You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you. |
| You Are 22 Years Old |
 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
How You Are In Love |
 You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
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Saturday, October 22, 2005...
results
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
... i worked so hard, i put in so much effort, i went to the exam hall even thou i am sick for wks and no sign of recovery... wad do i get? this kind of results, i deserved to be slapped, maybe wad my brother said is right, i AM a good for nothing... all i can do now is to work harder for my supp... and get a pass...
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005...
3 generation outing
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
hehe today went out with dhs cia an and meiyi... initially wanted to meet 11 at north point foodcourt de... but dhs will be late... so cia told me to go her hse first... so i went her hse, watch her blog... my hair went greyed juz becos she is trying to upload 2 pics >.< hehe jkjk, anyway after cia done blogging, we went to an an's hse and play with milo, showed an an the fantastic miserable terrible horrible and vegetable scar milo gave me =X an an's face got so shock... i almost wanted to burst out laughing... XD
played with milo until dhs called cia and cia went down to fetch dhs to an's hse... den he played with milo oso.. very 'violent' game of police and thief... or rather... dog chase dog >.< haha
met up with meiyi at northpoint foodcourt after the chasing game, and had lunch... haiz... forgot to take my med again... meaning today i vomitted again -.-''' after lunching, we went to take nepprints... dhs die die dun want to take sia... but tio pulled in by us.. The Panda Family! XD haha jkjk
after meiyi left us, dhs cia an and me went to pasir ris... they wanna cycle, but i cant as i have to take care of my father's dinner, hehe so i went home and slp... den slack for the rest of the day ler
anyway these are the neos we took today... the last one dhs hide below the camera... leaving only The Panda Family
haha tts all for today lah
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Saturday, October 08, 2005...
IDEA
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
i have a fantastic idea to slim down!
make urself get gastric flu and vomit non stop for weeks... u'll 100% slim down, i already lost 7kg... try it! it works!
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Saturday, October 08, 2005...
o.o
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
haha, long time since i blogged, sorry! >.<
anyway the past few days i've been out with my frens, looking for job, this time with cek kwang following us oso
monday
meet up with cia, an an, yos, hans and dhs to go jalan ard in orchard area, this time specially with ah cek =X hehe we went walking walking walking, stop here and there asking for job, slacked at a small corner with newspaper looking for jobs, found a few, quite attractive de, thou some of it i cant do due to my body condition, finally went to sim lim square to buy my DVD burner, after tt we went to bugis library to slack and play with the lift again XD, by this time, cek and an an had left already, leaving dhs, hans, yos cia and me, in the lib, dhs and the rest went to watch charlie chaplin, for me i went to stone at a corner, pondering things over and over again... >.< i've made myself worried again, din get a very good nite slp...
tuesday
hm... went to standard cahter building to look for job with cia and dhs, signed up at recruit express, offered quite alot of gd jobs, thou not very sure if they will call me and cia anot, after we walked abit... we went to eat at food junction at the basement of funan IT mall, something interesting happened, thou i cant really put out in words as it is more funny seeing in real, after the lunch, cia dhs and me went back to club room to clean up abit, after awhile hans come along and meet us.
when we are done cleaning up alittle bit, cia went away and dhs and hans came to my hse, to help me install my DVD burner, after installing... we went to bedok to accomp hans collect a deposit from a customer, and we went to eat KFC, hehe, my dinner, ate quite alot... a burger and one cup of drink... full like hell... on the way home.. i stoned again.. and found myself worrying about various things again...
wednesday (today)
heh, went to dye my hair today, very nice ashy brown-gold color hehe, met up with dhs actually, he oso went to cut his hair, by a aunty which he is quite close with, waha after cutting his hair and dying my hair, we went for lunch, the duck rice at the hair salon area, very nice! MUAHA
meet up with hans and cia at cia's hse, me got blurred and bring dhs go wrong direction, detoured one big round b4 we reach cia's hse, haha... sorry leh dhs >.< anyway we played ard in cia hse awhile, meet mummy and jiejie... jiejie's dog damn bloody cute, the moment i step into her hse, her dog (milo) come running at me, jumping up and down, licking me, hehe, i juz love animals, very hyper active dog
after playing with milo, me cia dhs and hans go to chong pang hawker to eat, cia's ah gong bday celebration, she went to eat with her family while dhs hans and me eat in another corner
after dhs and me finished, cia came over and hans is still eating, chat abit... cracked some jokes, den went back home, well... on the way home... i stoned again, think about alot of things...
thoughts
i realise something, now tt i stone... i still think of alot of things, but no longer paranoid like b4, but one thing really make me worried like mad is... my grandmother... she is very old already... and now she landed in hospital repeatedly... heard from my mother saying tt her internal organs are dysfunctioning... i am really worried... haiz...
anyway... had a really bad nightmare yest nite... dreamt tt my worse nightmare came true... my family died in a car crash... my relative refusing to accept me.. thinking that i will be a burden... i had thou tt i am better off dying in the car crash with my family... felt a deep urge in me to cry... yet i cant cry becos i dun want those ard me to worry... my results all flunk like nv b4... den suddenly... my frens all back away from me now tt i not longer have any 'use' laughing at me saying tt i am naive thinking tt they are my 'frens'...
its a nightmare tt practically compress all my worse nightmare into one... woke up with a terrible headache this morning... almost cant differentiate between reality and dreams this morning... haiz... i finally stopped thinking... den this stupid nightmare come along...
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005...