Christmas
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Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to all my frens =)
thx all for the great pre, actual and post x'mas celeb
it was fun
on x'mas itself
receive a simple message from her
just one simple greetings of merry x'mas from her
made me smile all the way on the journey back home
thinking along the ride in the bus in a tranquil mood
somehow feeling its good that she rejected me
at least the burden of the unknown truth is now away
living such a bitter sweet way aint that bad after all
a special Merry Christmas to you
wishing you all the best
and i will always be there for you
even if it is only as a friend
I Promise...
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Thursday, December 27, 2007...
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Conversations
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heres some interesting conversation i've had
but before i post any of those
heres a small small little section to reply sk
something is wrong with my taggy
cant seems to be able to reply u in my tagboard
sk: nice and honest way of answering, but girls cannot accept sex and love are of different entities, what will you do?
Ans: normally girls are the one that puts a clear line between sex and love wad, if one day we were to met a girl that sees them as one, den i guess the couple is going to have a active sex life
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back to topic:
Conversation----------------------------
Scenario - girl online trying to know more frens
She: are u saying i cant be trusted?
Me: i am just saying its too early to trust someone this much
She: den i guess u are sayng i cant trust u?
Me: not yet u cant =)
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Scenario - guy trying to find out wad i bought from a bookstore
Him: wad have u got from the bookstore?
Me: Calvin and Hobbes
Him: and?
Me: Calvin and Hobbes
Hhim: and?
Me: ... and Calvin and Hobbes
Him: well done...
my love for Calvin and Hobbes is insatiable =)
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Scenario - a confession? or desperation
She: wad makes u think i am too good for u?
Me: wad makes u think i am good enuf for u?
She: u din answer my question
Me: i alrdy did
our conversation went on
but i am not going to elaborate :P
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Scenario - in a fashion store
Him: black or white
Me: black, u?
Him: grey
Me: u gave me only 2 choices
Him: do u only listen to wad everyone says?
Me: live happy or die regretting
Him: live happy
Me: right back at u
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Scenario - a drinking game of truth "I've Never"
She: i've never been dump
Me: but i got dumped by u!
She: precisely u nid to drink! haha
Me: >=)
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Scenario - a casual hello ending up depressed
Him: hey whats up?
Me: nothing
Him: den... hey whats down?
Me: everything
Him: great...
Me: lets go drown in whisky
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Monday, December 24, 2007...
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sex
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a very open post with regards as the topic states
dun read if u think u are going to be uncomfortable
is virginity really that much a rarity?
raymond even commented that virgins in our age...
are so-called "rare species"
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really mah?
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yea i guess so
amongst the group of frens i have
about half of them are not virgins anymore
a small handful still a virgin but had sexual contact
*Xile(not real name) i am kinda refering to u and ur bunch of frens*
just recently bout a week or so ago
channel U's talk show "Lets Shoot" was on this topic
a young lady about my age had 17 partners in total
and her first time was when she was 14 years old
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when i was 14 i think i was bz stoning thru my sec sch life
someone i know from the past was pregnant at age 17
when the news of her came to me
it literally threw me off balance
i suppose her kid is now 3 years old
J****y drew 3 times first blood
thats the best thing i've heard since NS
Y***n got his first time in a changing room
and i kinda got edgy whenever i go shop for clothes now
J******n did his first time in a swimming pool
and constantly visit hotels for his needs
...
someone actually told me he'd reco a girl to me
Hotel 81 $20 first hour $10 consecutive hours
HAH! no thx, i am not a beast like some gd frens of mine
i am doing it only with my girl
sex or love?
love or sex?
is making love equals to sex?
common questions ppl ask me
Qns: are u a virgin?
Ans: yes i am
Qns: would u have sex before marriage?
Ans: its the 21st century, i'm a open guy, so i dun mind and probably will
Qns: would u be ok dying a virgin?
Ans: i dun want, but i
REALLY dun mind
Qns: to u, is sex a big part of love?
Ans: making love and sex is actually different in my view, making love would of cos be a big part, but if its just the lust u are coveting, den no, its not
Qns: wads ur view of sex/making love?
Ans: its a very normal thing to do, and from the situation i am in, i really wouldn't be surprise to know if ALL my frens are no longer virgins
Qns: u ever fantasize?
Ans: yes
Qns: ONS?
Ans: NO
Qns: how would u like ur first time to be like?
Ans: with the girl i love of cos, in the rite mood, at the rite place, of the rite time... somewhere normal, not closet or swimming pool
Qns: since u are a V, have u ever encounter close sex calls?
Ans: yea... some stupid reco, but it din feel right, so i din even meet the girl, to some ppl, it basically means i chicken out
Qns: u had gf and dates and scandals before din u?
Ans: duh
Qns: so why din u go ahead?
Ans: not in the rite mood, not at the rite place, not of the rite time
Qns: do u wanna lose ur virginity now?
Ans: hah, no, i take things in my stride
Qns: ok one last question, dun u have the NEED?
Ans: i'm a guy, wad u think
ok well secrets all out
we gotta face this topic one day
have been talking to some frens about it for some time
i only think its time for us to get open about such things
and dun cower behind conservations when its the 21st century
wads more all those who read my blog are alrdy 20+ i guess
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Friday, December 21, 2007...
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broke
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wednesday had dinner at Ma Maison...
hamburger steak $16++ is a must try
beef stew 21++ is also must try
beef straganov forgot the price
is ALSO a must try dish!!!
actually, everything there is a mus try
juz make sure u have the money haha
after dinner was chill out at TCC
Total Spent: 30++
was out with frens yest for dinner at NYNY
had the BBQ spare ribs and green apple cooler
at the same time had a gift exchange for X'mas =)
Ainee gotten my present and i got Cia's Chocolate
after that went to McDonald at PS for lepak
Total Spent: 30++ / 50++ inculsive present
last stop for the night; Rendezvous Hotel's pub
met up with other frens there and chiong abit
Total Spent: 30++
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in order from wednesday onwards to tuesday
all the gathering i had and will be having
Ma Maison Dinner with NYP frens
TCC Chill with NYP frens
NYNY Dinner with Nastro frens
McDonald Chill with Nastro frens
Pub Chill with Clubbing Khakis
-----> following are the ones to come soon
Cafe Chill with Chickadees
Amirah Dinner with Chickadees
Pub Chill with Problems
Gathering with 0401
Monday Celeb with OETIans
Party with Gabby and his family and frens
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TOTAL ESTIMATED SPENDING: $600++
2 months worth of salary just waved goodbye
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Friday, December 21, 2007...
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Dance
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been watching a lot of dance shows
and of cos alot of dance videos
all of which i loved
had realised tt i love music & dance in the recent years
deeply regret of cos for the late blooming
but theres always the saying its never too old to learn
most prob gonna be learning piano lessons from boon
shows that i've watched
Step Up
Honey
Stomp The Yard
Take The Lead
gonna be watching Save The Last Dance
Music Videos
Chris Brown - Aint no way
Chris Brown - Say Goodbye
Chris Brown... basically all of his videos are good
Destiny Child - Lose My Breath
Beyonce & Shakira - Beautiful Liar
Beyonce is...
hotPetey Pablo - Show Me The Money
Pussy Cat Dolls - Button
and alot alot more
ARGH!!!! i love music and dance
a few other dance related shows i've watched...
not say is listed into fantastic dance and music
but its still considered good shows lah
high school musical
hairspray
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Sunday, December 16, 2007...
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random
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was out with xl and zm yesturday
met zm at northpoint and went to xl house
transfer some games here and there
and went to yishun int's gaming shop
bought gab the PSP he wanted
finally he shut up and is happy
came over to my house in the night to get it
that fella better thank his mum
or i'll confiscate wad i got him
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was out with jean this morning
met up at novena square
went over to the performing school
danced trial abit
I LIKE IT
but dun think i have the time to commit
becos of NS... wasting my time...
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true stories i have seen - >
1: whats the worse thing that can happen to a lost japanese tourist?
ans: asking a china tourist for direction
2: whats the toughest promoting job one can get
ans: promoting contact lenses to ppl wearing contact lense on the street
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ku ku fucking chee bye chao lan jiao father sucker mother pussy licking small bird bird sissy gu niang asshole bastard short ugly fat hairy maggot dickless numb ballsbetter lay off my fren
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Saturday, December 15, 2007...
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chill
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met up with sk and wm at J8 on saturday
sat there quietly and into my own world of music
until jean came along and sat beside me
quite some time since i last saw her
chat abit and ask her about the dance lesson
said she wanna go but nid confirm...
zzz i got to tell yanting ASAP
for registration is needed
mostly just sat there for the whole night
listening to the conversation between sk and jean
which is actually a conversation of relationships
wad do girls want?
wad do guys want?
wad do we want?
wad do love want?
headache... but not due to the conversation
is becos haven been resting very well for some time
hence when cia dhs and meiyi came
i went off pretty much without a sound
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sunday was stay home day
not much to elaborate
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monday was funny
as usual in the morning was fall in parade
played around with the rest until boon drag me to see OC
showed OC the lyrics which we wrote
after OC is done talking about the lyrics changing here and there
we are given off for the day and tuesday which is today
LOL
edwin dulan
call us when me and boon were walking out of camp
boon who is from lasalle and who is very muscially incline
took the lyrics and form the melody at home
damn i wanna be like him...
but no talent, no chance, no time, no money
at night met up with him at dhoby ghaut station
settled down at Pool Junction to relax
man i love that place, kudos to boon for the reco
it is a true authentic "Lepak One Corner" place
up till 11PM hung ming came along and join us
three buddies just had a night of chat and chill
and not long later we all went separate ways back home
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today is basically just like sunday
since given a off and i haven been resting well
took some sleeping pills and somehow manage to sleep
even with all the notorious coughing going on =X
later going to meet boon to get the song from his house
tomorrow prob going to be last day in OETI...
and i'll be on leave all the way till x'mas
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007...
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Vivo
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was out with di and wi yesturday
supposingly to meet at parkway
but wi simply refuse to travel that far
so we somehow or rather came to settle with vivo
but before di and wi asked me out
xiang long had wanted to go JB
along with a few other OETIans
i wanna go i wanna go!
but parents dun allow
claiming that having such bad condition
i shld stay away from m'sia dusty environment
well... who can argue with a parent for that? =X
so ended up mitting di and wi for haagen daz
its so nice i even dreamt bout the ice cream yest night
after which the 3 of us walked ard looking for clothes
had fun in Toys R'Us; horny trees and horny wida
ard 5 or 6? we had enuf of walking
so we had our dinner at banquet
chat about jealousy mostly... hm...
and its home sweet home for me
wida and di had plans with their individual family
wi had asked me to accomp her
but bleh... i wanna go home and rest
bought a "snowman" from breadtalk home
gave it to mum
she found it so cute she had to close her eyes to eat it
LOL
my mother is cute
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new topic: Garang
it is good to be garang
but for fucking sake of human's tolerance level
PLEASE SHUT UP AND CONTROL URSELF
me and boon and edwin are the "problem brotherhood"
but he is way beyong "problem"
i was going to list out everything
everything which i told eric yesturday
but... i'll be quite evil that way >.<
so yea
just going to complain bout him briefly here
noisy
loud
rude
tactless
full of himself
bossy
manipulative
uncouth
crude... example:
"this is fucking stupid"
"the boots are fucking shiny"
"i am fucking talented"
"the government will find its a fucking waste of talent if i die"
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garang...
GARANG NVM BUT CAN DUN PULL OTHERS IN?!?!?!?!
and if he got that sir arthur or Eric's look...
still acceptable... born with a garang look
BUT HE LOOK LIKE NERD
fair skin
not an atoms of his look suggest he got muscle
thick specs
nerdy curious but i-know-it-all expression
and he got a smooth near to but not high pitch voice
URGH!!!!!
but... as much as i am complainning
i still got to give him some credits
thou i cannot say his intentions are good
i can say that his intention are not evil
and its thanks to him i got carats
but really... i rather he shut up
den i get those carats
even delon also find him an asshole
i really pity delon
almost everyday at camp he have to entertain him
ROAR!!!
The tears dropped on
Saturday, December 08, 2007...
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Thanks
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Ah Boon
Jeremy
Yu Hui
Shun De
Sim
Vicktor
Benny
Xiang Fei
Xiang Long
Gabriel
WO Sara
and alot others from OETI
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Meiyi
Aini
Yunhui
Hans
WM
SK
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faz
alvin
and alot other NYPians
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Di
Dear Wi
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lee yin
chiew min
jasmine
felicia
and alot other old frens
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my mother =D
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Tuesday, December 04, 2007...
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updates
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last post was 24th november
on the same day was out with dina in the morning
went over to kebab station at parkway parade
the food is nice and the weather is comfortable
after lunch
walked around parkway for a bit before going home
PS: dina and i saw a pair of REALLY nice ring
damn, going to buy it when i get a gf =D any takers? =X
stayed at home the whole afternoon until dhs called
mit up with him at bugis street
walked abit inside parco looking for some stuff
took a bus to beach road and check up on army items
after which the 2 of us settled in starbucks for some drinks
up till some time later dhs halt a cab to yck
i hitch hike along and took bus 72 home from yck
i miss NYP...
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OETI ROCKS
it sure damn is laughter day after day
i dun wanna post out
i dun wanna leave the frens i've made
i dun wanna be under anyone else but Sir Keith and WO Sara
thou i am really not suitable for OETI camp's environment
the dust and sometimes the smell will choke me badly
went to the hospital A&E more than once alrdy...
zzzz
anyway WM landed in the hospital sometime ago
went to visit him the day after i left Alex Hosp
on the same day i saw Kenneth at TTSH
and also Jeremiah at the TTSH canteen
AND meiyi jo and mich at the TTSH entrance
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Sunday, December 02, 2007...
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