Death
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
when i die
i wanna be cremated
ashes will be thrown in the wind
by the vast sea or high in the mountain
yes i am stressed
no i am not suicidal
relax
The tears dropped on
Wednesday, April 30, 2008...
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Tired
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
i am tired
i am tired of worrying
i am tired of over-exerting
i am tired mentally
i am tired physically
i am tired of everything
The tears dropped on
Tuesday, April 29, 2008...
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Worries
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
Mood: rainy
...
how long...
just how long has it been?
my habits have changed...
my character have changed...
my attitude have changed...
but did my heart changed?
i don't know
anxious
fear
stress
nightmares
dry tears
false smile
fake laughter
...
i don't know if i can go on as i am now
many things are going round and round this few days...
friends having problems...
problems with their love
problems with their life
problems with their work
problems with their studies
many of my friends came to me for a listening ear
coming to me when they can't breath
as though like i am the air around
i listen and listen and listen
i am happy
they confide in me
they trust me
but
i am sad
i put myself in their shoes
thinking about what they have been through
trying to feel wad are they feeling
i can't do anything for them
i can't say anything to them
i can't tell the broken hearted to give up
i can't tell the worried souls to move on
i can't tell the tired mind to stop trying
i can't tell the disturbed waves to calm down
...
...
...
i can't tell myself to stop listening
becos thats all i am good for
even for myself
HR.. don't cope by yourself, i will always be the friend you need
AD.. don't fret, life will be better, i swear
WD.. don't stress, a friend is here to help unwind
LY.. don't frail, you can do it
JE.. don't fear, you are better than you thot
JL.. don't confuse, good luck overseas
to my friends
even if it is not me
there will always be someone there for you
look closely and you will find
JL..
FV..
HR..
WD..
i thank the four of you for being my air
my four friends, from four different places
don't worry
i can handle
i wouldn't give up...
mum... dad... i love you =)
The tears dropped on
Wednesday, April 16, 2008...
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Untraceable
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
went out and met HR around 3pm at Heeren
woooot
watched the movie Untraceable
the story plot is ok
the acting is not bad
the overall is pretty nice...
the ending sucks thou
not worth watching on a weekend spending 10 bucks on it
anyway, the two of us walked around orchard
window shopping abit
but he is such an 'asshole' (lol joking bro)
keep spending money like water flowing from a open tap
one thing bout HR is that he love music~
like me!
haha! but both of have different way of loving it
he jam
i dance
his sense of music lies in heavy/metal rock
my love resides in funky hits
obviously he knows more then me lah
looking forward to go back STC sia...
really dun wanna go back ARC
ARC is good
but STC is BEST
The tears dropped on
Saturday, April 12, 2008...
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STC
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
well... life has been pretty regimental
nothing much went on since MOS last month
small events like simple pubbing ALONE or clubbing ALONE
i wun say
did met up with Di once
at bedok central
met up and shopped abit, bought a vest for Wi' bday
and i alrdy gotten Wi's 21st bday present
haha... wi, if u are reading, slowly anticipate lah huh?
i think u will like it
anyway... went on course at SBW Camp since 7th Monday
met Edwin there! what the fuck~!
so happy man
den also got to know Hong Rui
this two guys are the one of the best in my army life
plus in Fav and ACW both of them are there too!
if Ah Boon and the rest of the OETI good khakis are there
SBW Camp will be a heaven for my NSF life
now i dun wish to go back ARC anymore... sigh...
STC is the place i wanna be...
but...
lol...
like i have got any choice...
well... short post
nothing much happened as i've said...
will update again soon if theres any happening
The tears dropped on
Friday, April 11, 2008...
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