malayia trip, IPP
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
anyway, enuf of that toad
27th sunday
first day of the trip, met hans at woodlands before going to custom to meet cia & dhs, reached JB and took bus to KL's swiss inn hotel, check in slack abit before going to times square to buy some stuff, ate kenny rogers, den went back to chinatown and shop for some stuff
after buying the stuff, we went back to hotel, but encounter some problem, thanks to the stupid toad.
we upgraded our room from 2 beds, to 4 beds, the first nite is ok, we stayed in our original room, but the second nite is changed to the 4 beds
28th monday
cant realy slp as it was too cold, so i left most of the bed to hans, while cia and dhs took the other bed.
ard 6 in the morning, i really cannot take it, so i went to bed, woke up at 8am and went down for buffet breakfast with hans... cant eat much, thou hans... is... OMFG, i wun bother listing wad he eat lah, just imagine 4 helpings of mountainous heaps of chipolatas, fried rice, toast, cereal ...etc...
after breakfast we went to another shopping centre, visited the twin tower, climbed the KL tower, had coffee bean, intro dhs and hans belgium chocolate ice blend (the best drink in coffee bean from the point of MY opinion) a very relaxing day, thou we did walk quite abit from area to area, resulted in sore feet =X
got back to our hotel before walking in china town again, bought quite alot of stuff, clothings especially, me dhs and hans all got 2 shirts each, and 2 pair of shoes, me and hans 1 pair each, cia got a bag instead, very nice, elegant yet casual, versatile yet simple, chosen by dhs, good taste =D
29th tuesday
hm... last day ler, woke up and eat the buffet freakfast again, eat until cannot make it... after breakfast we booked out and took bus straight to JB, waited for hans dad to come and pick us home, thx uncle, for the ride, it saved us ALOT of hassle
uncle koo dropped me cia and dhs at woodlands interchange before he goes home with hans, me cia and dhs den went to take bus home, i took 168, while cia and dhs took 169... i THINK... got back home sweet home...
overall
it was fun, it wad relaxing, and i just love the trip... except for that one small toad incident which is not worth mentioning in details
took alot of pictures, shared so much laughters even thou it was a short 3 days with 4 of us, i am gonna upload alot of photos the moment hans send me... thou i almost killed hans... for all that picture taking :P
find it a pity thou... that the other 4 of the usuals cant join us
this trip is quite different from many other trips i went... unlike the trips with my uncle, there is no extremely luxurious VIP suite to slp in, there is no sumptous meals, i dun have the freedom to buy everything that i want in shopping mall and have no worries bout the budget
unlike Nastro trips, there is no big groups of frens gather together in a resort and start playing together
unlike china trip i cant try new things that cant be found in singapore
there is so many restrictions like transportation, rooms, budget.. but i must stress, this trip is the most fun i even had in all the trips i've been, things are really different when u are out with ur closest frens... thou i oso must stress another fact; only 4 of us, the other 4 is not available T_T
anyway, hee, thats all i got to say bout the trip ba... love the experience and love my frens =D
anyway, today went for chalet in the morning, not many ppl there, only cavin, wei xuan, liting, leon, tiffi, xin yi and wen yong was there, the rest was either no free, or was already there the previous nite. after slacking abit, the 8 of us took taxi back to sch for our IPP briefing, xin yi is FYP first, so she went off liao
reach sch and had lunch, followed by IPP which is very happy for me, soooooo happy, i got a job at IBM
post: marketing manager's assistant
pay: $500/month
location: changi/expo area (very near my hse =D )
scope: not sure, but most prob is documentation, shld be no programming
after attachemtn, went to AMK with cia to buy some stuff before i left and meet wen yong at the chalet, only he and me... feel so weird, he is only my normal fren, not close buddies like dhs hans and wm, so i dun feel comfortable and end up asking him to check out, the two of us check out and went home... now got home and blog, feeling so slpy... going to slp ler... zzzz
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006...
exams over =D
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
internet security
okok lah, quite confident of that paper, before during and after that paper i keep smiling non stop, cos most of those i study come out, those nv touch at all de din come out at all =D smiles! dun have A oso shld have a B lah
DBMS
hm... not as confident at internet security, but still confident enuf that i will pass loh... heee
yesturday
woooot now everyday at home play game, watch movie, and etc, yesturday went out with ainee to bugis and city hall area, to look at some stuff, had dinner and jalan ard until she go and mit her mother while i go and home start some HTML thingy for someone that is particularly LAZY >:P
after i left, called dhs and found out that he oso at suntec with cia and meiyi and their grp of sec sch girlfrens
today
hm... was suppose to meet dina at sch de, budden she din call me and i din call her oso... so... yah well our "date" and cancelled, and oso suppose to meet jean de, she nid to return me my laptop, but she din call me, and i oso din call her... dunno wad she doing... scully in exams or wad, din dare to call her... so ya... both "dates" cancelled today, end up zj come my hse play game with me
btw from saturday onwards i wun be at home ler, will be going to KL until tuesday with cia dhs and hans... come back sg ler i will go to to class chalet until thursday or friday... dunno going straight or will be going the nxt day after the attachment briefing... hm... see first lah...
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Friday, August 25, 2006...
pictures from yesturday
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
three blackies wm->me->fav
Me and Faz
me->favian->jo->faz->meiyi->wm
standing ganesha->faz
siting wm->me->fav->jo->meiyi
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Sunday, August 20, 2006...
Goodbye
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
have a safe journey
remember the memories in singapore
happy birthday
and farewell
Ganesha
awaken at the break of dawn
linger aimlessly in day-dreamland
journey to the birthday-farewell party since 4.30
3 hours of ride in the bus
no thoughts
no feelings
just staring into the endless space
reached the destination and met 6 frens
ganesha
favian
faz
jo
meiyi
wm
speeches were given and wishes were made
dinner and desserts
chits and chats
laughters and jokes
pictures and cameras
take cares and goodbyes
once again, happy birthday ganesha =) and bon voyage =D
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Sunday, August 20, 2006...
dying died dead
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
*cling clong*
pans and pots
mum cooking in process
*sizzle sizzle*
*fwooosh*
fish and meat are cooking
but my cute mother...
*PONG!!!*
*ARGH!!!*
i rush to kitchen
and guess wad?
*COUGH!!!*
*SNEEZE!!*
pepper container is empty and cooking with the fish
pans and pots are releasing choking gas
*sniff~~*
*ahhh~ choooo~*
asthma attacked
sneezes haunts
coughs invaded
gases stuffed the air
but me and my father laughter filled the house
and my rosey red face mum hide in the room
=D
yea ok no more craps, i did have asthma attack today lah, budden leh my puffer saved me in time lah... mild attack... my mum... so cute... she din notice the pepper shaker's cover was loose and she just over turn it...
and today morning, went to meet jean for lunch at wdl, chat abit, passed her my laptop before i came home... and witness the above mentioned event -.-'''
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006...
sick again
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
sick again... vomitted, sharp headache, fever... zzz
hope that after a long good slp can feel better ba
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006...
The songs to my soul
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
agonized heart,
frigid soul,
the song of F.I.R brings you the gelid beauty of the artic,
don't cry,
don't ail,
for i'll be here...
悲伤的心情，
寒冷的心灵，
飞儿团的音乐为你带来北极的凄美，
别哭，
别慌，
我一直都在。。。
F.I.R - 北极圈
今天 寂寞感觉忽然又出现
浮现 过去梦中的画面
哭泣 因为不想伪装悲伤那一面
当你 头也不回离开北极圈
有谁能为我 捡起了伤痛 潵向了海中能重新再来过
我不要听借口 我只想一人走掉
把泪留在街角 我不过希望你会听到
爱情化作 一片片冰雪单调
不用你多说 我现在通通都了
我不要求什么 我只想不被打扰
把爱留在街角 就当你永远不会看到
记忆化作 极光出现那一秒
我开始微笑 以后会努力过得 很好
今天 寂寞感觉忽然又出现
浮现 过去梦中的画面
哭泣 因为不想伪装悲伤那一面
当你 头也不回离开北极圈
有谁能为我 捡起了伤痛 潵向了天空能重新再来过
我不要听借口 我只想一人走掉
把泪留在街角 我不过希望你会听到
爱情化作 一片片冰雪单调
不用你多说 我现在通通都了 都了
我不要求什么 我只想不被打扰
把爱留在街角 就当你永远不会看到
记忆化作 极光出现那一秒
我开始微笑 以后会努力过得 很好
to my friends
to the soul
through the times of up
smiles kindle even in the night
laughters reverberate in the heart
in the course of down
solicitude brings warmth in the chill
tranquil hands bestow serene to the burned
a life time of friendship
a boundless end of await
a promise harnessed eternally
我的朋友
我的灵魂
高耸的时候
夜晚的笑容依然灿烂
心中的笑声盘旋不断
低潮的时期
关怀的情带着温暖守护了寒冷的心
轻宁的心随着舒静平息了怒热的情
一生的友情
一世的等待
一辈子的承诺
周华建 - 朋友
这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持什么
真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我
这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持什么
真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
NOTE: the poems are written by me, not copied from where ever so
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Thursday, August 10, 2006...
my words
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
some say its a blessing
some say its curse...
i raves to the heights and the depths
covet for an answer...
the angels smiles -- "its a blessing in disguise"
yet the devils scowled -- "thorns under the bed of roses"
i don't know anymore...
confused... disturb... turmoiled...
my doppelganger haunt me boundlessly
i'm tired... fatigue over runs me...
family
"a place where i belong"
is it so?
yet why do i feel so distant
do they understand me...
do i understand them?
a decade and still counting...
scars embedded into flesh of my memories...
through the window to my soul...
i gaze upon other siblings...
voided of envy... jealousy... anger...
only the remnants of doubts
and the immense piercing sensation...
friends
what are they for?
what am i to them?
my certitude wavers
does shes know my heart bleeds?
does hes know my soul shatters?
concious and concern is all i pine...
give... yet rejected...
care... yet bittered...
abet... yet despised...
-- "busy body"
-- "nosey"
-- "mind your own business"
-- "stay out"
... so what are friends for...
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006...
new skin
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
after ripping the songs and putting into my mp3, i went to amk to meet cia, dhs and hans for pooling, was excited at first... budden suddenly sianz... dunno why got extremely fatique after first few rounds nia... zzz
new blog skin, made it entirely by myself, of cos i went ard taking abit of codings here and there from my frens blog and etc... =D
took me the whole of this afternoon to do this blog -.-'''
hope u find it better den the previous one
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006...
friday, saturday, sunday, message of the day
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
hm... went back school for a short rushing of project, managed to get all my part totally done =D left cia and gil at the lab as they are still unfinished, went to club room and slack, dhs and jean is there, chatted abit, do abit of stuff, play abit until times up and we went for the event, finally we are passing down the committee post to the younger generation, quite a relief... though it means... no more club room to slack... T_T we lost our home >.<
after event me dhs and hans went to blk L to find cia as she went back earlier on, stayed until bout 9.30, when the lab are finally closing b4 we left
5th august Saturday
hm... early in the morning went to serangoon MRT to mit J, passed him the money b4 going to dhs hse and pass him my laptop and a handphone, originally was to pass the stuff to dhs b4 i go and mit J and the two of us go shopping for some stuff, but aparently he got the stuff liao, so i passed him and money and stayed in dhs hse instead of going out with J
helped dhs do his project and chat abit of stuff, he looked damn bloody stressed out, 1 person do 4 mans job, so i helped abit volunteerily, cia has been complainning to me how unfair it is for him... but actually... me and cia oso dun really have the rights to say much lah... most of our work is gillian's credit =X
from bout 12.30 up to 7pm both of us have been doing project, after doing quite abit, dhs went to bath and the two of us proceed to city hall to mit hans meiyi and wm for the fireworks, cia and an joinning us at a later time
hans meiyi and wm were eating at funan IT mall, but me and dhs had thought "go eat prata and the shop beside funan" but too late >.< hans already ordered food... so no choice, meiyi and i bought jap food... while wm bought noodles from a chinese store, dhs went to withdraw money and bought KFC to the food court
after eating, an and cia came to meet us at peninsular plaza and the 7 of us went up the plaza to the carpark where there is supposely to have a "clear" view... its clear alrite... and it bright and hot too even thou its 9pm in the night... the big orange lamp! zzzzzz it seems that the rest of them having a hard time viewing the fireworks cos of the big light bulbs... so i put on my jacket and sit beside the lamp, blocking out the striking lights... YES! in jacket blocking out the lights and absorbing the heat from the lamp in the HOT night... but ok lah, i dun really feel THAT hot... so ya no probs... only probs is we din get to see the full scaled fireworks... some of the lower heights fireworks were blocked out by the high rising trees infront of the 6th storey car park
after the fireworks, we went to esplanade for a quick cool down with the air con there, while discussing wad to do nxt... conclusion? go home den discuss -.-'''
waited with the rest until they got on bus before going home... while on the way home... i done sth very stupid... dun wish to elaborate... but... haiz... left at 11.30pm and as soon as i got home i fell aslp straight... got home at 1.30am... yeah... look at the time i left city hall and look at the time i reach home... u can roughly guess wad i did...
6th August Sunday today
went to CHC for their 17th anniversary celebration with art at the kallang indoor stadium, quite entertainning but i end up mitting an, hans, meiyi wm and wm's bro late by... hm... 2hrs =X was suppose to mit them at 2, but the service at CHC ended at 2.30 instead, by the time i got to kallang MRT station from the stadium, it was 3 already, waited sooo bloody long for the bus... den travelled there... reached ard 3+ close to 4 ZZzzZZzz
played pool for an hr or so, played with wm's bro.. chew ming... wah stressed... when playing with him... so pro, and keep hitting the white cue ball into an angle whereby i can hardly hit the right target -.-''' but still.. played 2 rounds (hey i did not include the rounds where i pocket the black cue ok? those are not "official rounds")with him... win 1 lose 1... hehe i won that one round by chance... the last solid ball i am hitting rolled unexpectedly into an impossible angle and got pocketed =D
anyway after pooling i got home and slacked, watched some anime and now going to slp
had multiple thoughts and feelings tonite... so i decide to write it out in poet :)
oblivion prevails as i slumber...
i rouse in the night and asked "what if...?"
crimson starts flowings...
sobbings heard...
no one saw me bleed...
no one heard me cry...
for its somewhere in the abyss...
cant see nor hear...
seems so near...
but yet so far...
weight increases on eyelid...
yet again i am ensconce...
not in secure...
not in comfort...
but in the abhoring darkness...
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Monday, August 07, 2006...
out with jean
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
i got "raped" by dhs and yh...
dhs got "molested" by me and yh
yh got "gangbang" by me and dhs
=X
cia sat there and "hahaha" all the way -.-'''
after playing and din study at all.. for me lah... cia was bz studying, me and cia went to blk L and have our quiz... not very difficult but i was constantly sneezing unable to concentrate at all >.<
when the quiz ended, cia was already gone, so i went to mit yh in the club room
went out with jean to PS to browse thru some stuff which she wanna buy for jason de, cant seem to find the correct one there, end up drinking tea in mos burger chatting stuffs and etc... proceed to city hall marina square and finally managed to find one she is satisfied with, had our dinner there, tok bout lots of things b4 she went to mit jason while i go home
=D a relaxing day
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Thursday, August 03, 2006...
thoughts
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
27th july Thursday
went to sch for apparently no reason at all, leon gave me a call in the morning and told me "alex, there is lesson today" the moment i got to school... leon told me "sorry alex there is no lesson"
and so, i went to meet jean instead. after meeting up with jean, we went to city hall to meet hans before we walked around looking for a suitable present for wm
after walking for a couple of hours, our present hunt was futile, we ended up in carrefour looking at adidas deodourant which according to jean and hans, wm likes to spray on himself... we reached the conclusion that instead of buying the cheap deodourant for wm, why not buy the slightly costly cologne instead? during the selection of the adidas cologne, jean and hans have to take careful sniff of the scent to determine which is the one that wm uses the most, and most unfortunately... or rather... most comically, i "volunteered" unknowingly to be the tester, having multiple heavily scented solutions applied on my body... at the end of the day... we decided, NOT to purchase the cologne as we have no idea which to choose from even after the repeated testing causing me to smelt no difference from a perfume production factory -.-'''
28th july Friday
quite a boring day, nothing much happened except for the event, so i don't really have to elaborate
29th july Saturday
last sat went to AMK Mcdonald to meet an, dhs, my and wm, purpose is to help wm celeb his bday, meiyi was the first to be there, followed by me, den wm, ainee came along, finally dhs arrived
the five of us went to mos burger for dinner, didn't go any other resturant as wm dun like it, haha crack abit of jokes at mos burger, before we proceed to sportslink and browse through the selected shoes on slaes... saw one that i kinda like, black colored nike basketball shoe, costing $103.75... not the on list of sales product i guess... gonna wait till storewide sales before i might consider purchasing it
reach AMK pool at bout 9.30pm, started pooling until bout 10+ pm, cia came along and followed by hans at 11+ pm... pooling was fun =D but somehow i got tired out extremely easy that day, most probably due to the excessive consumption of alcoholic drink the previous day
just before i left at 12.30am, i presented the gift to wm, an adidas cologne, which i bought it just before i left simei
reached home at approximately 12.50am, bathe and went to sleep straight away
30th july Sunday
Ditto to friday, if details are insisted... den all i can say is wake, stoned, sleep
31st july Monday
upon reaching sch at 12.30, i went to club room and had a relaxing chat and lunch with dhs for roughly 1hr+, conversation revolved around my future plans, dreams, his advice and some casual stuff, halfway through our conversation, hans came in for a few minutes before leaving for his lesson
went for my quiz at 2pm sharp, met cia at block L and after the quiz, both of us went to club room to have a short rest, up till about 3pm, hans came in and the three of us went to AMK for a walk, during which my tempted heart pulled me to sportslink and browse through the shoes again
after the walk, i accompanied hans and cia to board their bus b4 going home... 853 came first and hans left, followed by 851 which dhs is travelling in, cia boarded the bus met dhs and i left for home by going back school and taking bus 72
1st august Tuesday
today, no lesson, however i was feeling sick, went to see a doctor and got home to rest...
thats all i got say for my usual updates on wad happened in my life
after seeing the doctor today, it seems that my asthma had worsen by a big step, the main cause according to the doctor is that i have been piling too much stress on myself and not taking care of my body, this piece of information made me very puzzled, close frens around me me should be able to see that i have been pretty carefree nowadays, i pointed that out to the doctor and Dr. Chua replied "sometime some stress are developed unknowingly, u may seem carefree but deep inside u are giving urself some pressure bit by bit, until one day ur body react to the stress even faster den ur brain, i suspect this is wad is happening to u rite now"
hm... after much thought, i have to agree with Dr. Chua, when i am at home and tries to study, i realised that i cant concentrate, my mind wander off by its own and i will have restless nights... not very sure wads the problem... guess its the upcoming exams... or the deadline of project getting closer... or maybe some other reasons, i dunno, but i guess all i can do now is take things step by step
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006...