Stale
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
life has been pretty stagnant nowadays
been going on and on with work and work only
tried retailed therapy
but end up i found myself wandering in circles
no books caught my attention so far
no album brings me any musical...
submergenceno food can whip up any appetite within me
no movie makes me wanna go on a marathon
sheesh
i can't really afford to spend much money anyway
ahh well
given my current life whereby
i am single
i am NSF*
i am broke
i am bored
i am stress
*a big full stop for 2 years worth of chapter in life
dun really have much that i can do for now
ok well there are something i can do
like focusing on wad i am facing right now
if i can go thru wad i am going thru now
i am sure i will emerge as a better person
lets stop with "now"
and lets talk about "later"
in just another blink of an eye
when time fly pass like an arrow
i will be tasting the air of reality
when that time creeps near
i will be having another wave of headache (Di... no pun intended)
shld i study? shld i work?
shld i go for the convention and event management degree?
shld i look for a job which i like?
shld i look for a job which pays high?
shld i actually study and work part time?
or shld i work and study part time?
ideally i would love to study full and work part
but monetarily
and realistically
i probably would have to work full and study part...
probably i mite not be able to study at all
i still have to put my current situation into consideration
having more money will make things easier
that will also mean putting off what i want into a later stage of life
hm...
argh i will decide when that time comes
for "now" i will continue to be stale
and right NOW i got to go for WM-ing
The tears dropped on
Saturday, July 12, 2008...
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