Touchy
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
i am very touchy rite now
and i having really sadistic images in my mind
i hate it when people tries to be funny with me
i despise people who dun care about OTHER people's feelings
i hate guessing games - 3 tries and no more
dun
ever ever ever EVER get smart with me
and gives me all-knowing attitudes
that applies to everyone
all gender age race religion sexuality nationality
whateverno no i dun despise those who does it unknowingly
occassionallybut i want to kill those who are doing it becos they say "its me wad"
they make it worse when they go "dun listen to me talk loh"
or or "your problem"
i will start to imagine u skewered through a pitch fork from the ass
barbequed over a human sized pit with whit hot flames
skins getting crisped all the way screaming and squirming
all your innards picked out by barbed thongs
all the while with u being alive and watch urself getting eaten
only thing u have left is ur eyes to see me eating u
and ur ears to hear me laughing while chewing and crashing ur flesh and bones!
you all out there have no idea how many other images i can imagine
get the hint when i shut up indefinitely!
YES THAT IS ME THAT IS WAD IS ON MY MIND WHEN I GET ANGRY
AND I DUN SHOW MY ANGER THAT EASILY
I AM VERY GOOD AT MASQUERATING MYSELF
NOBODY HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MANY TIMES I ALMOST KILL PEOPLE
SO DUN PISS ME OFF
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there are alot more other people who does such things
being the "all knowing" fuckers/suckers
i have held my anger
only becos they are just not 1/10 of whom i see today
but no one will ever know when i will crack
so all you people reading this
take note and take note of this with ur frens whom i know
i am no longer the alex i used to be
i have my ways of doing things now
not going to start giving way to practically everything
those 2 i screwed today are my so-called "close frens" once
5 years is all i can take
and i am not afraid to break the friendship if they consist of such ppl
no longer afraid of such things anymore
The tears dropped on
Tuesday, September 04, 2007...
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