thoughts
Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
hm... cant remember wad happened over the weeks, only managed to recall a few stuff...
27th july Thursdaywent to sch for apparently no reason at all, leon gave me a call in the morning and told me "alex, there is lesson today" the moment i got to school... leon told me "sorry alex there is no lesson"
and so, i went to meet jean instead. after meeting up with jean, we went to city hall to meet hans before we walked around looking for a suitable present for wm
after walking for a couple of hours, our present hunt was futile, we ended up in carrefour looking at adidas deodourant which according to jean and hans, wm likes to spray on himself... we reached the conclusion that instead of buying the cheap deodourant for wm, why not buy the slightly costly cologne instead? during the selection of the adidas cologne, jean and hans have to take careful sniff of the scent to determine which is the one that wm uses the most, and most unfortunately... or rather... most comically, i "volunteered" unknowingly to be the tester, having multiple heavily scented solutions applied on my body... at the end of the day... we decided, NOT to purchase the cologne as we have no idea which to choose from even after the repeated testing causing me to smelt no difference from a perfume production factory -.-'''
28th july Fridayquite a boring day, nothing much happened except for the event, so i don't really have to elaborate
29th july Saturdaylast sat went to AMK Mcdonald to meet an, dhs, my and wm, purpose is to help wm celeb his bday, meiyi was the first to be there, followed by me, den wm, ainee came along, finally dhs arrived
the five of us went to mos burger for dinner, didn't go any other resturant as wm dun like it, haha crack abit of jokes at mos burger, before we proceed to sportslink and browse through the selected shoes on slaes... saw one that i kinda like, black colored nike basketball shoe, costing $103.75... not the on list of sales product i guess... gonna wait till storewide sales before i might consider purchasing it
reach AMK pool at bout 9.30pm, started pooling until bout 10+ pm, cia came along and followed by hans at 11+ pm... pooling was fun =D but somehow i got tired out extremely easy that day, most probably due to the excessive consumption of alcoholic drink the previous day
just before i left at 12.30am, i presented the gift to wm, an adidas cologne, which i bought it just before i left simei
reached home at approximately 12.50am, bathe and went to sleep straight away
30th july SundayDitto to friday, if details are insisted... den all i can say is wake, stoned, sleep
31st july Mondayupon reaching sch at 12.30, i went to club room and had a relaxing chat and lunch with dhs for roughly 1hr+, conversation revolved around my future plans, dreams, his advice and some casual stuff, halfway through our conversation, hans came in for a few minutes before leaving for his lesson
went for my quiz at 2pm sharp, met cia at block L and after the quiz, both of us went to club room to have a short rest, up till about 3pm, hans came in and the three of us went to AMK for a walk, during which my tempted heart pulled me to sportslink and browse through the shoes again
after the walk, i accompanied hans and cia to board their bus b4 going home... 853 came first and hans left, followed by 851 which dhs is travelling in, cia boarded the bus met dhs and i left for home by going back school and taking bus 72
1st august Tuesdaytoday, no lesson, however i was feeling sick, went to see a doctor and got home to rest...
thats all i got say for my usual updates on wad happened in my life
after seeing the doctor today, it seems that my asthma had worsen by a big step, the main cause according to the doctor is that i have been piling too much stress on myself and not taking care of my body, this piece of information made me very puzzled, close frens around me me should be able to see that i have been pretty carefree nowadays, i pointed that out to the doctor and Dr. Chua replied "sometime some stress are developed unknowingly, u may seem carefree but deep inside u are giving urself some pressure bit by bit, until one day ur body react to the stress even faster den ur brain, i suspect this is wad is happening to u rite now"
hm... after much thought, i have to agree with Dr. Chua, when i am at home and tries to study, i realised that i cant concentrate, my mind wander off by its own and i will have restless nights... not very sure wads the problem... guess its the upcoming exams... or the deadline of project getting closer... or maybe some other reasons, i dunno, but i guess all i can do now is take things step by step
The tears dropped on
Tuesday, August 01, 2006...
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