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4th August Fridayhm... went back school for a short rushing of project, managed to get all my part totally done =D left cia and gil at the lab as they are still unfinished, went to club room and slack, dhs and jean is there, chatted abit, do abit of stuff, play abit until times up and we went for the event, finally we are passing down the committee post to the younger generation, quite a relief... though it means... no more club room to slack... T_T we lost our home >.<
after event me dhs and hans went to blk L to find cia as she went back earlier on, stayed until bout 9.30, when the lab are finally closing b4 we left
5th august Saturdayhm... early in the morning went to serangoon MRT to mit J, passed him the money b4 going to dhs hse and pass him my laptop and a handphone, originally was to pass the stuff to dhs b4 i go and mit J and the two of us go shopping for some stuff, but aparently he got the stuff liao, so i passed him and money and stayed in dhs hse instead of going out with J
helped dhs do his project and chat abit of stuff, he looked damn bloody stressed out, 1 person do 4 mans job, so i helped abit volunteerily, cia has been complainning to me how unfair it is for him... but actually... me and cia oso dun really have the rights to say much lah... most of our work is gillian's credit =X
from bout 12.30 up to 7pm both of us have been doing project, after doing quite abit, dhs went to bath and the two of us proceed to city hall to mit hans meiyi and wm for the fireworks, cia and an joinning us at a later time
hans meiyi and wm were eating at funan IT mall, but me and dhs had thought "go eat prata and the shop beside funan" but too late >.< hans already ordered food... so no choice, meiyi and i bought jap food... while wm bought noodles from a chinese store, dhs went to withdraw money and bought KFC to the food court
after eating, an and cia came to meet us at peninsular plaza and the 7 of us went up the plaza to the carpark where there is supposely to have a "clear" view... its clear alrite... and it bright and hot too even thou its 9pm in the night... the big orange lamp! zzzzzz it seems that the rest of them having a hard time viewing the fireworks cos of the big light bulbs... so i put on my jacket and sit beside the lamp, blocking out the striking lights... YES! in jacket blocking out the lights and absorbing the heat from the lamp in the HOT night... but ok lah, i dun really feel THAT hot... so ya no probs... only probs is we din get to see the full scaled fireworks... some of the lower heights fireworks were blocked out by the high rising trees infront of the 6th storey car park
after the fireworks, we went to esplanade for a quick cool down with the air con there, while discussing wad to do nxt... conclusion? go home den discuss -.-'''
waited with the rest until they got on bus before going home... while on the way home... i done sth very stupid... dun wish to elaborate... but... haiz... left at 11.30pm and as soon as i got home i fell aslp straight... got home at 1.30am... yeah... look at the time i left city hall and look at the time i reach home... u can roughly guess wad i did...
6th August Sunday todaywent to CHC for their 17th anniversary celebration with art at the kallang indoor stadium, quite entertainning but i end up mitting an, hans, meiyi wm and wm's bro late by... hm... 2hrs =X was suppose to mit them at 2, but the service at CHC ended at 2.30 instead, by the time i got to kallang MRT station from the stadium, it was 3 already, waited sooo bloody long for the bus... den travelled there... reached ard 3+ close to 4 ZZzzZZzz
played pool for an hr or so, played with wm's bro.. chew ming... wah stressed... when playing with him... so pro, and keep hitting the white cue ball into an angle whereby i can hardly hit the right target -.-''' but still.. played 2 rounds (hey i did not include the rounds where i pocket the black cue ok? those are not "official rounds")with him... win 1 lose 1... hehe i won that one round by chance... the last solid ball i am hitting rolled unexpectedly into an impossible angle and got pocketed =D
anyway after pooling i got home and slacked, watched some anime and now going to slp
had multiple thoughts and feelings tonite... so i decide to write it out in poet :)
oblivion prevails as i slumber...
i rouse in the night and asked "what if...?"
crimson starts flowings...
sobbings heard...
no one saw me bleed...
no one heard me cry...
for its somewhere in the abyss...
cant see nor hear...
seems so near...
but yet so far...
weight increases on eyelid...
yet again i am ensconce...
not in secure...
not in comfort...
but in the abhoring darkness...
The tears dropped on
Monday, August 07, 2006...
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