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Hope... Virtue... Solitude... Devotion... Sorrow... Love...
bout 2 weeks ago, went to escape theme park with ah tan, banana and wy, din get much kick thou, wy took a few rides den cannot make it ler, me wanna go for more, budden liting and leon got tired liao, so we end up going for lunch at KFC den go white sands with ah tan and banana, walk walk for few mins before going, all in all, a relaxing day ba
anyway, bloody easily irritated these few days, dunno wads wrong with me, gets depressed easily nowadays oso, shirvin tried to be funny with me over SMSing, i blew my top after only 2 sms... michelle oso not feeling anywhr better ba... heard her quarrel with her dad few days back...
den yesturday... sunday... i woke up feeling... i dunno... depressed i think... parents tok to me i only gave a nod or no reply at all... kept quiet the whole day... locked myself in the room for 2 days since saturday ler... thinking bout some stuff... thot of asking some frens out... but found out tt dun really have a fren tt i can just call up to go out... noe them too well... either "too lazy" or "booked at home" or "busy"... end up feeling more depressed... thot of many other things oso... thot bout her... will she be happy? thot bout them... will they be happy? thot bout other things... will things turn out fine? thot bout my parents... thot bout many many things... things may seem fine on the outside... no one said anything... and regarding another matter... no one know anything... but i am very clear bout it... and its getting tired... i am getting tired... tired of everything ler...
The tears dropped on
Monday, May 08, 2006...
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